bebe

bebe.

i get sick jor,haiix

i really lack of motion to do anything

very down_______

i want your love

want your caring

want your warm

i want everything from you

when you will come back to me?

i feel so tired

tired of lonely

tired of study

tired of missing

tired of everything without you

i miss you like crazy

so sick

bebe,where are you??

can you hear me??

i miss you

come back please!!

♥童年♥

i'm bambi lover =]

since i was kid.i wacth few times in per day

everytime i will cry when i wacth

我是傻瓜

那是多麽單純；快樂的童年

人慢慢長大，漸漸忘了當初的單純快樂

長大了，我們不再單純快樂

我懷念童年

父母把最好的都給我

我懷念童年的快樂

repeatedly

again and again

wake up

bath

eat

go to classroom

mr.goh is our lecture today

he was explain about

-introduction to the hospitality industry

its quite sleepy when he is talking

our air-conditioner very cold somemore

huhuhu,direct want close my eyes

long time din't study already =p

but when he ask we writing eassy more than 250 words

title come with intro ourself

hurray.what a nice title?huh.

not a hard work

but mr.goh say want know our english level

so,i'm try my best to throw out my deep vocabulary

into my page =]

i'm proud of my eassy

even not good,but i was try my best

hope tommorow i can get high score

but,when mr.goh pass a copy of objective

holy~its a grammer question

my gosh!!!

so new and deep the vocabulary

i can't answer as well

i just simply shoot

i'm worry i will get lowest score in class

its so shame~  T___T

sigh.

i'm like to know more new vocabulary

but i can't handly in grammer

i feel i'm so weak~

i need improve myself more!

 i seens like not in condition today

what's going on to me?huh?

switch on my study mode and off my sleep mode

and off my dreaming mode too,please!

if continue like that i'm sure i will fail in exam!

i can't imagine what i doing

i doing 'NOTHING'

what a scary days?

i still can't get new friends..

holy~i pass my days with suffering

without friends,i'm sad!

i thinking they sure think i'm unfriendly

i don't know what should talk

what should do ==ll

just feel very awkward

i was lonely

i hide myself in room in whole day

except attend to class,eat,toilet

other time i'm face my laptop

and my iphone,waiting bebe find me

i din't spend my time wisely =((

how sad was me?

i'm missing my bebe so much

isn't i too rely my dear

so that now i get done nothing?

my dear is scolding me

he said i should open heart and be friend with them

bebe,do is always hard than saying =__=

sigh~

everydays make me feel pressure

everydays have new challenge

i hate pass my lfe like that

i will tired

and sure will no more passion to study

i don't want my parents and family disaponted

i want to get good result always!

i don't want despise to some HUMAN

i will study hard,promise

but i'm not good in social,

make new friends.

can i skip that?

sigh >__<''

tomorrow another days that i'm suffering

HATE IT MUCH

i'm worry my score for grammer

please don't get the lowest score

i will feel shame till death,please =((

many things to worry

or actually i worry nothing???

i feel want cry out with loud

but everytime in bloody unsuitable time

so i hold on

i express it when i'm connection with my bebe

yeah,my suck life is everyday repeatedly

how suffer is it?

face it?accept it?solve it?

haha.

whatever~

i miss bebe so much

muackkss *.^

my current life

sucks

is the only word to describe my current study life.

when i stepped in hostel

all human face looks so strange

i can't feel any warm

its make me feel homeless

suddenly

i miss my hometown

i miss puchong

i miss the bed that i have my dear beside me

this 11 floor

is not so strange

i have been come here stay for few day with my dear

other stuff is strange,unfriendly

[i'm not mean the human]

oh ya

i should intro my roommate to you

my roommate is come from melaka

her name is jaccy

hi,nice to meet you XD

she was my 1st friend is hostel

aha,at least i feel abit warm

hahaha

today i was late wake up

my brother is rush time go buy pen,book bla bla bla~

i don't have time taking my breakfast

hell,hungry leh

mummy always remind me breakfast is very important neh!

we walk about 5 minute

pass a big road,car non-stop

and reach our school

very rush,very unsafe to pass the road

actually have skywalk

but its too far

we all are lasy worm,hehe

my trial class friend catherine is waithing for me

sorry girls,i'm late

when we stepped on classroom

i have a feeling want run away,seriously

class room is full of human,strange face again

i don't like to stay at a situation with a geng of strange human

i'm luckily i take a seat with catherine

my brother is behide me

feel so weird right?

what a holy situation?

i'm so panic

i'm so scare

what should i do in the moment?

i want my dear

thats is what i want-for sure

when lecture ask us intro ourself with english

and need stand at infrane

my gosh,my body is shiver

actually just a simple presentation

why should i scary?

i'm useless,i know i always can't done well

we have 18 students include me

14 students i'm not know them well

14 students 4 of them is my housemate

i'm don't know who are them

hell!!

what i'm doing huh?

just simply to greet them i also can't do it well

i'm totally useless my dear

i'm not good in social?

i'm not good in communicate?

or i'm not good in talking human language?

will they feel me unfriendly?

hey,i'm not conceited

i'm just shy,i guess so?

and we don't have common topic

i admit i'm good in talking craps

but,with my good friend that we know each other sometime

not in 1st day

sorry har all human xp

you all can be friend with me

and i wanted too

but who want to walk out the 1st step?

you?me?he?she?

whatever lah,i'm friendly actually

i'm not a cool girl

if don't want be friend i not mind

just don't hate me,don't shoot behide me,please

i was taking my april schedule

it not so full

3 days class in per week

3 hour in per class

enjoy and free right?

-english in bussnies skill

is the lessons what we gona go on this month

we will having our interior test in 28april

holy~so fast leh

hahaha

having dinner with jaccy and ah xian just

then i go night swim with jaccy

the water so cold lah

why smimming pool can't use warm water?

after swim i'm face my laptop again^^

my dear,so sorry today before you at plane i can't call you

i'm still in class ='[

everything fine at sandakan?

i will ask my daddy take care you

you will have a healty life at ther

congratulation my dear =p

muackkkss..

don't worry,i'm always waiting you

i won't drumped you,seriously lah

this time i'm very tough to face our separate

but at last i also unsucces to hold on my tears drop down

hehehe,but already good right?

i want to be a good bebe in your heart

i love you >3

2.58am i'm still facing laptop

later sure can't wake up again

aha

hope i can get more friend in class later
i need friend!

smile everdays

cheers up

have a nice days =]

BIG LOVE TO YOU ALL

full of nervous

i'm full of sadness now

its emptyin brain now

just full of about you

i don't know what should i write for now

but i'm just feeling suffer

i want to express my heart feeling

may i?

lastnite,not full of tears

its so curious

not like my style

duno.maybe i thinking more mature?

haha,i guess so

i thinking that crying is too waste time

for us to do some more meaningfull matter between us

many time i can't bear my tears

but i did it^^

today i move to hostel

with my brother

because of my brother,we don't have so much time to stick togeter

but,today stillis very peace

i din't cry badly

but 7pm is coming

haha

i ask my brother go back to hostel first

i stay at ground floor with you

i'm start to lost control

i know this is last chance to feel you

i know

you  hug me tigh

i cry more badly

i just know ask you don't go away

you almost cry too

but you did't

because you say if you cry

i will more sad

sorry my hubby =[

when you turn your body

i feel that so heart pain,seriously

i feel that still have many things din't told you

i feel that my world is empty

i'm going to be lonely

how sad that was

i can't use word to explain

its too hard to explain

now,i really miss you like crazy

don't forget we just separate few hour

how we pass one year?

i not dare to imagine

but the way,my study life is starting tomorrow

i'm damn nervous without you

i need you support

i need you pamper

i need your hug

tomorrow you will going sandakan

our kl life is the end

its just can one part of the prety memory in our love journey

i'm waiting your calling

my tears gona drop agains

i'm feel sad!!

our heart link togeter forever =]

tomorrow we will start our new life

i will move to hostel

and nextday i start my study life

and mr.R will take aeroplane going sandakan

how far form you to me?

but i know our heart is link togeter

forever

i'm happy i get back my study life

many challenge is waiting for me

yooo,fight lah

huhuhu

but i'm abit scare

without you beside me

support me =[

i will try my best

muackkss

we togeter gambateh loh my sweet

enjoy our last few hour

let's it become our pretty memories in our life

tonight sure is a crying night

hohohoh =p

let's me cry until exhausted

because i pray the god this time should be lastime we will separate

goodnight sweet

don't so miss me when me not beside you =p

i love you,muackss

[i'm yours forever,u too.seriously]

i LOVE u

sorry my dear,i broken promice drop tears infrane you again

and again

i know you nothing can do beside pamper me

sorry,always make you worry me

i know i should't cry everday

because no matter how i cry

you still need to go

yes.i know,you need to go the day after tomorrow

time passed quickly,really

just wink your eyes

the day we need to separate

is coming and waiting for you

last time when we meet up

we promise each other

we won't separate anymore

don't want to separate anymore

no matter can separate us anymore

ANYMORE

but the reality is always challenge us

always set up many challenge for us

to make us separate

no matter how we fight

yes,we lose to reality

we need to admit defeat

first time we separate is for family

this time we separate is for our future

so,nextime for wat?

i'm lasy to fight with reality

i'm lost my patient

i just want to be with you

just so simple

life is so simple,why we should make it complicated

full of sadness?

isn't so hard to pass our life with someone who you love?

yes,maybe

so this is what we call reality

life is always full of challenge

we can't fight

we can't escape

we can't do anything

so,we just can learn how to face and how to accept

i know i will so emo in this week

but i will try to be happy

don't worry my dear

even i cry at every midnight

haha.disturd always

thanks you bcause you promise

you say you will be waiting

me too

i hope this will be last time to separate,seriously

but its seems like imposible

sorry,negative thinking agian

cheers up baby!

we will having our bright future

everday with you is a nice day for me =]

i'm try to be tough

but i'm exhausted

muaacckksss~

i LOVE u

forever

enternity love

RYEI ♥ QIN

QIN ♥ RYEI