要把2011年的不开心全抛掉

希望2012会更开心！

过了那么多的风雨

我还是那么爱你

♥

我以为我会有时间可以写blog.

刚在台湾回来。

喜欢那边的天气和导游

不想回来了。

下一次是去哪里？

3 days to go.

I'll meet you.

I'll kiss & hug you.

I love you :)

其实我很想写blog

可是我真的很词穷而且生活上也没有太大的变化。

十一月

好多朋友生日哦！

我也是 :)

提早祝自己生日快乐吧！

烦死我了

我不想做工了啦

很烦很烦很烦！

我不要看客人的脸色！

气死我

他们都不是人

狗来的咯

妈的！

谁来娶我回家吧！

我不要打工了！

受够了啦~~~

好久好久都没写过部落格了。

上来也不知该写什么~

在公司都匆匆忙忙的没有多余时间可以写。

还记得以前我和某某人说过，我不会miss掉任何一天的blog

可是我已经miss掉了3个月

其实就算天天写也很无聊

因为我的生活很无趣

每天都是上班下班

休息天在家

好宅女！

就快可以过试用期了

过了就可以带团

可以出国，抽佣！

爽！

有钱了可以还study loan

可以买这个买那个！

生活就是要有些目标才会更努力向前。

加油！

其实自己一个人的生活也很累。

没有一个肩膀可以依靠。

我应该习惯。

要独立和懂得保护自己。

My life :)

How was my life lately?

Oh,can't describe by word,its suck.

Everyday working and stay home,not much money to spend.

Stepped in office,my busy life is start!

Pick up phone,do quotation,made booking with operator,email customer,call back customer.

Exactly is an ordinary and repeatedly life!!

I have no much time to hang out except Sunday.

But,I won't go out on Sunday because that is the only day I can sleep tight and stay home even its bored.

What to do,its my life!

Since I was graduate and stepped in this society i was know how was my life will going on.

Can't escape,no complain.

About my love?

Hmm,no comment!

So far so good.

Just let it be,I can do anything too.

I have no idea what to do can hold this anymore.

Overall,I'm still alive and getting busy everyday.

Nah,that's my life! :))

Tomorrow have to go back KL.

Fucking places and stress for work!

Damn! :(

Home is always best places for me.

Homesick.

I can't online anymore until I get my new phone.

Jesus!!!

My life is pathetic and meaningless.

What for??!!

Everyday working under pressure and tired.

Haiz!

I'm home again!

Last time I went home is 2 month ago,and now here I am again :))

Today is 中秋节~

nothing special for me beside a lot mooncake.

I felt tired work under pressure.

I want to quit job and married!!!

I hate to work 9-5!!!

What the fucking job!!!!

I want to online lahhh~~~

Laptop R.I.P

company block facebook somemore!!

Life is meaningless!!

FUCK o0o

I miss my facebook & my blog.

But..i most miss my sakai bebe <3

I can't await my birthday..

The day you come would be light up my life :)

I love you always!

Travel dream never end!

I want online!!

I don't want working!!!

I miss you a lot!!!

Waiting my birthday :))

i MISS YOU SO MUCH

Working life!

Start working for almost 1 week.

There have no time to let me online even blogging!

I miss my blog so much.

Busy busy!

Home can't online.office blocked facebook.

GOSH!!!

I wonder why how i survive until now ;D

I try to dig out my time to blog an facebook!!

Working office hour is meaningless&timeless&no freedom!!!

I just catched the meaning of MONDAY BLUE.

I love you my men!!;))))

FIGHT!!

當兩個人在一起比較久女的會越來越愛男的 男的越來越隨便 

男的會説女的老是胡思亂想 女的就説男的已經變了不像以前那麼寵她 

其實大家都没變 只是時間變了

因為彼此關係變親密了習慣對方所以不會再像熱戀那樣​ 

所以女的會胡想 但無論如何請不要對愛情偷懶 

否則只要平淡 然後矛盾爭吵再到分手

今天最后一天做量地官，星期2就要开工了。

今天回去要处理一堆乱​七八糟的事，又要适应新的房间还要适应新的工作环境！

最糟糕还是​新的房间没得上网！

我很害怕适应不来！

我很没有信心！

我知道我必须踏出这个社会了，不能再逃避了。

可是我真的真的很害怕！

算了！！

顺其自然！船到桥头自然直 :D

有你在身边我就满足了。

miss you a lot  ♥

Fight for everything that came to me in future,fight for our love.

(last day to wrote blog & online until I get my new broadband.;[ )

Aww!

Why there is lots of trouble came to me?

I'm felt so stressful & helpless.

GO AWAY PLEASE!!

I HATE YOU ALL SO MUCH!!

How good if you can be with me right now ;(

even though can't help me solve the problem but at least I can get some warm from you.

Last night I dreamed about you,SO HAPPY!

We had been in love for 3 years more but this is the second or third time you appeared in my dream.

The dream is about you came my college to fetch  me by motorcycle.

The main point is you asked me hug you tightly and you hold my hand tightly!

Awww!Soooooo SWEETtttttttt~~♥♥♥♥

When will be dream come true?

I miss you so much!

Hope you love me like how much I DO.♥

Can we?

我要你的  生命和你的心里

只有我

其他的BITCH死到一边！

（这是难得一天以和平的语气结束通话）

tomorrow supposed go back to KL.

I had bought the bus ticket but because of the BERSIH.

30 roads in KL was closed from 12am.

So,it's too dangerous if I go back on today.

Fucking traffic jam in KL!

What's the point to closed road?

[For those who are going rally tomorrow, please don't take lrt,

hot spot stations will be shutdown until the last station then only let you leave]

BERSIH was bring a lot of inconvenience to us.

By the way,we should be support BERSIH.

My blog don't know will be block or not!XDDD

I hope we could pass our days with happy & peaceful.

Can we?

I love you!!

你的    我爱你  

对我来说

已经不是一种魔咒

我们的爱情

用悲剧来形容最适合不过了。

我对我们之间的一切感到无言。

你对我的不在乎也只不过是每天不断的重复

而我在不断的习惯。

是我自视过高。

我对你不重要也没有影响力。

我在伤心生气。

你在吃饭唱歌喝酒找快乐。

很好啊！

你好快乐哦！

我不应该再把你看得那么重！

反正我对你来说是种烦恼是累赘嘛！

你把我当什么？？？

FUCK!!!

犯贱

多么的灰心和失望！

我的担心和眼泪对你来说是种累赘。

还惹来你的厌烦。

是我犯贱。

我看得出你不再关心我

也不喜欢我了吧！

以前我哭你说你会心疼

现在我哭你说我什么事只会哭，你说你要睡了然后丢下错愕的我。

好心碎。

你不再找我了。

我很想你 ;((

我好犯贱！



你知道我找你吗？

不知道哦？

去死吧！

吊你啦！

Hi July!

Today boss called me said this is the first year I joined to their company so can't take leave.

I was planning go back to KK end of year but now,dream crash!

One year after we just can meet it was be 2 years more we din't meet up.

Is this the relationship I'm gonna stand for?

I'm just need a boyfriend can be with me when I'm really needed.

Take a example like the night I get robbed,you can't even let me felt warm and steady.

I know the mojor problem is I don't have handset but if you're here the situation would be different.

Uhh,whatever!

You don't even care my feeling.

I'm at hometown now.

49 days for vege have passed.

I can eat meal from now!!

Horraaayyy!!

Tomorrow going to eat 'cha xiu' XDD

After that gonna go do my IC..bla bla bla..

Faint!So much to do!!!

A brand new month for me in this July.

I was get a new job and i moved to new house today!

I'm stay alone with a grandnie,she worked for genting Mr.Lim when she was young and mr.lim still alive XD

What she work as?Cooked for mr.lim,is it called chef?No idea.

I like my new room so much ;))

So windy even no open fan.

如果分手是唯一的解脱

对不起。

我还是不能和你分手。

當 山 峰 沒 有 棱 角 的 時 候

當 河 水 不 再 流
當 時 間 停 住 日 夜 不 分
當 天 地 萬 物 化 為 虛 有

我 還 是 不 能 和 你 分 手

不 能 和 你 分 手
你 的 溫 柔 是 我 今 生 最 大 的 守 候

讓 我 們 紅 塵 作 伴 活 的 瀟 瀟 洒 洒

讓 我 們 策 馬 奔 騰 共 享 人 世 繁 華
讓 我 們 對 酒 當 歌 唱 出 心 中 喜 悅
讓 我 們 轟 轟 烈 烈 把 握 青 春 年 華
當 太 陽 不 再 上 升 的 時 候
當 地 球 不 再 轉 動
當 春 夏 秋 冬 不 再 變 化
當 花 草 樹 木 全 不 凋 殘
我 還 是 不 能 和 你 分 散
不 能 和 你 分 散
你 的 笑 容 是 我 今 生 最 大 的 眷 戀

讓 我 們 紅 塵 作 伴 活 的 瀟 瀟 洒 洒
讓 我 們 策 馬 奔 騰 共 享 人 世 繁 華
讓 我 們 對 酒 當 歌 唱 出 心 中 喜 悅
讓 我 們 轟 轟 烈 烈 把 握 青 春 年 華

 



My Iphone was robbed!!

Today should be a memorable day for me.

First time went to interview for 2 company.

Night back home robbed by MALAY PIG!

My Iphone,IC,ATM CARD,CAR LICENSE,CASH & SHOES!

I'm very scared when he grab the beg from me and my brain was empty that time.

My leg just felt no energy to stand and I wanna sit at floor cry but I din't.

Reached hostel I cry badly and call my dad!

Luckily my friend send me to police station do a report because of my IC.

Damn!

I have to back hometown after tomorrow!

Recently my babe at KL,so I'm pretty busy.

Seldom update blog >.<'

Big sigh!!My Iphone gone!!I can't accept!!!

Gosh!!!

I miss him a lot!;( 

LOL

What the fuck!!

How come still got this kind of bitch alive in this world?

Childish,Trouble,Annoying and SOHAI!!!

She really pissed off me!!

What had I done?What's my fault?

Really can't figure out.

Again,she pissed off me after few years ago.

o0o!!

LOL!

Whatever,I never treat that bitchy as my friend.

It's good because she had been removed me from her facebook friend list.

Attitude is so childish!

Yet,it's really a enjoyable day!

I love my babies!! ;)

Babe in KL

Yesterday my babe came to KL.

We just non-stop talking and blow water at mamak until 4am.

Facebook-ing with her until 6am,we found out that we have a lot of friend that we can't recognized.

Before we went to mamak,we webcam with babe an li.

We capture her picture..

I really not think that very ugly.But babe angry @@''

Sorry sorry!!

Because I was upload at facebook,but I have been removed it.>.<''

She said wanna kill us,OH NO!

Babe was woke up in 10am even though she sleep on 6am.

I just woke up!

HAHAHAHHA!!!

She is starving but din't wake me up..

JOM,we go time square!

Rescue.

Busy packing my tons of stuff.

No dinner for today!My stupid brother din't wake up since he said went for a nap.

Chips more as my dinner ;(

Now,I felt my gastric so pain and wanna vomit.FUCK!

Tomorrow my babe come from kedah!

I'm so exciting!!Can't await to meet her!!

Now my floor full of my cloth and rubbish.

I'm exhausted.No more energy to clean it.

Head too dizzy and I really felt wanna vomit and faint.

Before faint I think better lying at my bed.

No one will rescue me if I was faint!

Bye! ;(

日行一善

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你的一个简单的点击，不需要付出什么就可以帮助饥饿者获得食物。每天点击！

CLICK THIS FOR FREE!PLEASE!

It's free,just a simple click than you can help them to get provide free mammograms.

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你的一个简单的点击，不需要付出什么就可以帮助患有乳癌的女性。每天点击！

CLICK THIS FOR FREE!PLEASE!

It's free,just a simple click than you can help animals in shelters.
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你的一个简单的点击，不需要付出什么就可以帮助这些动物。每天点击！

CLICK THIS FOR FREE!PLEASE!

It's free,just a simple click than you can help homeless and hungry veterans.
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你的一个简单的点击，不需要付出什么就可以帮助退伍的老军人。每天点击！

CLICK THIS FOR FREE!PLEASE!

It's free,just a simple click than you can help children living with autism.

Click everyday please!

你的一个简单的点击，不需要付出什么就可以帮助患有自闭的小孩。每天点击！

CLICK THIS FOR FREE!PLEASE!

It's free,just a simple click than you can help child healthcare.

Click everyday please!

你的一个简单的点击，不需要付出什么就可以帮助儿童医疗基金。每天点击！

CLICK THIS FOR FREE!PLEASE!

It's free,just a simple click than you can help give free books to children.

Click everyday please!

你的一个简单的点击，不需要付出什么就可以为儿童提供免费书籍。每天点击！

CLICK THIS FOR FREE!PLEASE!

It's free,just a simple click than you can help preserve endangered land.

Click everyday please!

你的一个简单的点击，不需要付出什么就可以帮助保护濒临绝种的土地。每天点击！

这是我无意间发现的网站。
你们的点击绝对不是会让我有任何利益上的收获。
我也是纯粹想帮忙有需要的人所以帮忙宣传这个网站。
请大家帮帮忙宣传吧！

不需要捐钱，只需要一个点击就可以帮助世界各地的人。何乐而不为？

各位好心人士，行个好。

日行一善！

想帮助有需要的人却无能为力？

这个绝对是在你们有能力的范围之内能帮助到他们的方式。

记得每天点击。

真的可以帮忙有需要的人。

我也感激有帮忙宣传和点击的朋友。

Garbage

I thought I won't be bored this few days.

This early morning my friend crying and told me her grandma passed away so she have to back home.

So sad to hear that!

R.I.P!

So after woke up,online.Today just ate 1 meal!!!!

I'm craving!!

No dinner.

FINE.Diet!!HAHAHA

I'm felt so useless and meaningless because whole day just sit in front comp!

Download movie.

Bambi,Lion king,101 dog,snow white..

My childhood movie

Tomorrow what's was my life.

Same as today!

I'm just like a garbage.

I have to work at KL for a temporary time.

End of year go back sabah interview.

现在都每况愈下了，年尾？

还能吗？

我真的没有信心。

如果不能我就不再需要回去见工了。

我忘记了你为什么不再说我爱你。

我忘记了。

爱的最高境界是什么？不是什么你死我活。

是习惯，一个女人习惯了一个男人的鼾声，从不适应到习惯再到没有他的鼾声就睡不着觉

这就是爱

一个男人习惯了一个女人的任性、撒娇，甚至无理取闹，这就是爱

一个人会为了另一个人去改变、去迁就，这就是爱。对爱人，迁就多少，就爱了多少。

你不爱我了。

Woke up int the early morning after took breakfast and off to zoo negara.

Night we went to putrajaya again!

Now my eyes lid can't open anymore.

so,I gotta sleep.

Oh yeah,tomorrow is my last class.

I'm say goodbye to my study life.Yay!!

My roommate tomorrow night flight to HONG KONG.

I wonder why when we still have chance together again ;((

Goodnight.  

父亲节快乐。

我应该习惯你的冷漠

对了  你告诉我你只是很喜欢我  不爱我

嗯  我们都不再爱对方了

我回去就会重新爱上对方吗？

好吧！我应该习惯你不再爱我不在乎我。

我不应该为了你的冷漠而伤心得掉眼泪。

那为何当初你要追回我？

费解！

我应该习惯每晚都以不愉快的心情结束通话。

我有个建议  别再打来  好吗？

你除了让我伤心掉眼泪 还有其他的吗？

安慰 逗我 都是多余的吧？

算了吧。

我不是靠你活下去的。

曾经我真的不能没有你。

现在你的态度让我感觉不到你的爱你的好。

别再说你有多么爱不能失去我之类的话了。

早上说不能失去我

晚上却又冷冷淡淡

你不珍惜我一而再再而三的伤害我

我何必再飞蛾扑火。

是我傻。

你对我的冷淡做得那么出面了 为何我还要痴痴缠

你说我不了解你

好吧！这3年我们都是白过的。

我不了解你 你不了解我

你不爱我 我不爱你

满意了吧？

全部人都懂我有多爱你。

只有你不懂。

我也不想告诉你我爱你了。

这个世界上对我最好的男人就是爸爸了。

只有爸爸会小心翼翼的爱护我不让我受伤。

其他男人再怎么爱你还是会让你伤心流泪。

父亲节快乐。

爸，我爱你！<3<3

later go to zoo negara,perhaps night go to putrajaya again ;))

多少次！！？？

就由得我一个人就好了。

不需要你的安慰和陪伴我也能活着。

你说的对。

我们之间没有爱。

我们只不过放不下我们的过去所以才在一起。

我回去就会比较好吗？

你知道我要做这个决定有多难吗？

你根本表现不到那么一丁点让我觉得我做这决定是值得的。

我回不回去对你来说无所谓吗？

你爱我，你要让我流多少次泪？

你不知道你一次又一次的伤害我。

没关系，再怎么放不下，痛久了就自然会放得下。

Picture again.

It's just a lil part.

Very funny and insane.

Can you saw the purple bridge?How gorgeous there are?

Photo at below is took by today at time square.

Gosh,i spend too much money on buy bla bla bla!

The high heels,I really delighted with it.

Satisfied!

Take good care my men.

Love you!

Night~<3