today heading to rism meeting
sigh___
meeting and doing nothing
useless at all,waste my sleeping time

after meeting,at first should be follow the plan going to genting
hmmmm,lazy at last and my luggage haven pack
worries appears on my mind again
so we cancel it,sorry to jaccy
because i promise accompany you go to genting,but i had broken my promise :'(

step in my room,feeling so fire
weather too hot,rain is visit to me suddenly.
i busy packing my luggage for tomorrow,shitty i can't find my camera.
i feel so terrible,i thought my camera stolen by some one!
my brain was blank for a while,feeling wants to cry
i thought i miss our memories
WOOOHOOOOOO
i find all my luggage my camera still hide from me
i tell baby,baby get shocked too.
he asked me tell my mummy,i wants but can't so i call my brother
MUAHAHAHAHAHA
luckily,my camera i put at hometown forget to bring back here and my iPhone charger too.

真的嚇餐飽 x)


baby,thanks for you forgive.
you're so meaning full to me :)
i love you always
after i swimming and sauna,around 12am
you call me and we chit chat ya??
sorry baby,always can't accompany you
tomorrow have to go OLDP some more
no line i think~go for three days
don't too miss me ya?

kanasai

OMG.

so scary,days passed so quickly and i done nothing 0_0

HAHAHAHA

always can't spend my time wisely

messy life,i sleep at when people wake up to work

my life was reverse with normal people,my hubby damn angry

sorry hubby,i know you sure feeling i desolate you lately

HOLIDAY bah,sure must have fun

what you told me in call,i feel that you're too serious.you shouldn't say this,your words hurt me badly

i promise i'll arrange my time as soon as possible

everything will be fine after OLDP

hmmm,i sleep at 8am this morning

hahahaha,great life?

when i wake up,i saw this

wuhuu,make my mood feeling pretty :)

but baby was ignore me,didn't accompany he

sigh______

after brush tee heading to 77 cafe take dinner

feeling suffer when baby ignore me :'(

after dinner,on call with baby~

nah,scold by baby..hehehehe

so naughty oh me,make baby angry  ♥♥       

then i go swimming and sauna again

ohhhhhhhh yeaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh babyyyyyyyyy

keep it up,i like my days passed like that
i wanna slim body~

muakakakaka,tomorrow wake up go to rism meeting
really pointless and sucks.
seriously,no eyes to see!!!!!!!!
after stupid meeting,go to genting lurh
go for a walk :)
then next day is OLDP
ohhhhhhhhhhhh,stupid outdoor activities!!!!!

kanasai ah kanasai!!!!

everything on my life sounds so terribly 0_0

muahahahaha,love you my baby
muaccckssssss >3

goodnight folks.



[♥♥planning have a trip to taiwan,so expect ♥♥]

      

nice day

last night before meet baby at dream

i think i was crazy,crying just because too miss you

i complain why i can't have a normal relationship

every thing that i request just so simple,also impossible for you now.

i just suddenly damn envy my friend can always hang out with their bf

so sorry my baby,i didn't blame you at all,i know what you done for now just for me and our future

i know i shouldn't be discouraged last night,emotional look too excited suddenly

i think too much actually,i know i couldn't stay for alone.

sorry baby,make you worries again.

today 9am wake up,heading to LRT and going to THE MINES

guess for what??

羅志祥-舞法舞天簽唱會

i go with my housemate jaccy and mavice

(take from friend at facebook-mite,because we didn't take any photo)

一句話，帥慘了!!

then i bought two T at radioactive

having a lot of fun today~

come back take a bath and go to lab online

dinner with jaccy and bao xin

swimming around 2 hour,my limbs all feeling pain right now

i need a pain killer!!!!

 no time to sauna~

sigh________

after bath then online waiting for 1am

go tea with bao xin,jaccy fall asleep..

two people too boring,so i lure joseph

after a while,william and keagen coming.

we talking craps^^

i just come back~

very tired,but i must finish my blog,and i done it.

i'm feeling uncomfortable，sore throat

damn it,so i get to sleep now!

bless me cure after i wake up~

chou xiao be,no matter how we busy...

we also never forget to missing each other :)

i love you always.

goodnight sweetheart.

i like my days

i like my days :)

wake up at 3pm,take maggie as my lunch

go lab online,playing games

dinner cooked by poh,thanks ya.

swimming and sauna make me feel awesome

keep it up baby,you should keep fit before CNY

GAMBATEH^^

baby,don't worry so much

i'll always be with you,i won't leave you away

just now you send a message when i swimming

                                                  sweetheart said 

'last night thinking of you,one tear rolled out,

i asked why are you out,

tear said there is someone beautiful in your eyes now,there is no place for me'

that's you my dear :)

ohhhhh,how sweet huh??

muackkkkkkkssssss,baby i love you much^^

waiting for every sunshine,because i'll get a sweet massage from my hubby :)

i can't spending my time wisely

GOSH!!!!

i'm toooooooooooo lazyyyyyyyyyyyyy

what i waiting for??

exam?

OLDP?

no,i'm waiting CNY 

i wants to meet you my bebe

long time to go...

sigh________

OLDP,all rism geng seems like so excited

but i'm not

i think that wasting my time and money

stupid outdoor activities

oh my gosh!!!!!!!!!!!

no line,how i found my bebe?

no current,how i charge my iPhone?

go into forest,bite by mosquito

fuck lah....damn noob

need to waste money to design our own team t shirt and flag

stupid,waste my money!!!!

i rather use to eat and buy a dress

ARRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

 slogan some more...

my team slogan looks like SAKAI tim...

what gozilla???????

if i have rm200, sure i wont go 

ngai diao~

waste time,waste money,waste energy

thee most important is i cant found my bebe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pay money to go get suffer?????????

diu~~~fire burning!!!!

this is first time and sure is last time!!!!!

don't ask me join anymore!!!!

stupid activities!!!!!

miss you badly again x)

i thought i didn't

but i drop my tears again when you hang up phone

feels like i  can't find you anymore~

chou bebe...i'm worry you too tired

working non-stop,take a rest while you are free,please

don't let me worry you...

i'm not beside you,can't take care you

chou bebe,you must wait me...

waiting for my birthday~ =]

WAITING FOR YOUR SURPRISE

WAITING TO MEET YOU UP

WAITING TO LET YOU LOVE ME

WAITING TO ENJOY YOUR LOVE

miss you,muackkkss

i like to love you

lazy to update my blog lately

many happen was happend

sigh__

happy / unhappy

just come back from time square and sg wang

BBQ PLAZA is awesome

buy a beg,rm63..damn expensive

but i love it much

buy 3 pair of earing it cost me rm10

fat fat,money less

muahahahaha

love baby x)

what a complete mess

everything was running without follow my plan

this few day we all busy with our OLDP kem

we need to design our team shirt and flag

colour,print,decorate

find a name for our team,our slogan

bla bla bla..

but i still look like not in the condition x)

i just know my team name with - GOZILLA

HAHAHAHA

our slogan

                                                                     here the lyric :
                                           WHO BE THE CHAMPION : GO ZI LLA GO ZI LLA
                                           WHO IS THE WINNER : GO ZI LLA GO ZI LLA

      WHO IS THE BEST TEAM : GO ZI LLA GO ZI LLA

 

HAHAHA

for me quiet funny x)

sign____

totally mess all my life

evrything was in bad

exam coming soon

what had i done??

no do revison at all,but start from today

bebe with me...:(

一言難盡

心依然深愛你

可是，卻一直小吵

感覺你離我越來越遠

你是不是不愛我了？

不是，可定不是

我懂你也是很愛我

只是，最近我們的脾氣都不大好

sign_

feeling warmness lately

i need a shoulder please,anyone?

seriously,i hope to get s hug from you,thats enough

i miss you a lot

do you miss me too?

love you =]

happy

every day have a lot challenge waiting for us

nobody can escape,we only can solve it

i'm try my best to solve all my problem

seriously,i wants to be happy.

every one should be happy

bebe,i hope you always happy

i love you my dear  =]

                                                                                       HAPPY-leona lewis♥♥

芩，別一錯再錯了

他很愛你，真的！

你也很愛他

對不起寶貝老公

今天說錯話，讓你胡思亂想！

請相信我是愛你的 :)

他把最好的一切都給你

你要好好珍惜這一切

別再胡思亂想

好好愛他

只有你，才知道他多麽的愛你

有些事情，不必告訴別人

但，我好想好想大聲的告訴全世界

他好愛我！

我也好愛你=]

再次擁抱和親吻我，好嗎？

讓我感覺你是存在的

I DON'T WANT TO MISS A THING-AEROSMITH

親愛的是我-梁文音

你絕望的那一天　門關的很輕
我卻從沒聽見妳流淚聲音
守著我背影　原來是妳　一直是妳
越是來不及　越責怪自己沒有說

好想說親愛的是我　愛如何哭著問候不顫抖
曾在泥濘背著我走　又朝陽光背對我走
不再邊笑邊呼喚我

好想說親愛的是我　撕裂回憶比存封還難受
說好聽見回答就走　又怕你只回答就走
像在夢裡回過頭說　親愛的是我　原諒我


窗外晾的雨衣　還留著雨滴
是我們相依為命最後痕跡
有一些事情　未必不提　就想不起
例如我愛你在大聲喊也沒回音

好想說親愛的是我　撕裂回憶比存封還難受
說好聽見回答就走　又怕你只回答就走
像在夢裡回過頭說　親愛的是我　原諒我

回過頭說　親愛的是我

my favourite song,its make me sad and more missing you

i feeling weird today,feel like wants to cry

i need you right now,but i couldn't

i should use to be

i should be tough without you

i'll try my best :)

really hard to fight my sleepy mode with missing you

i really miss you so much

sigh__

so moody right now,nobody can accompany me

my bebe already sleep,but i didn't blame you

i know  you need work

so funny when you ask me why we apart so long time we still so love each other

hmmmmm,sha gua bebe ohh,because we are using our true heart to love each other

that's why nothing gonna change our love 

you said: ''i just know i can't live without you

girls in the world so many,but you are unique for me..

i wants to marry you to keep you forever in my side!''

omg,direct have a smile through my true heart :)

i'm feeling sweet,i smile and keep look at your message again and again

i use it to be my facebook status,i wants to let my friend know that you so love me

HAHAHAHA

i'm feeling happy be with you,luckily i can be our love >3

i hope that i can shout out i'm the girl who most happy in the world

muacckkkss,i love you

tonight sure have a sweet dream 

goodnight baby!

是非之地

有些人，爲了別人而活所以僞裝自己

有些人，爲了生活僞裝堅強

我活在一個是非地帶

感覺難受

大家何時開始放箭？

何時互相猜疑？

大家充滿着敵意，神祕感

互相猜測對方何時放箭，何時該反擊

 

當然，以上都與我無關

我置身事外，與世無爭

好好享受讀書生活

好好享受青春

好好談我的戀愛

我活得開心

寶貝，又開始想你了:(

gossip:(

we had many gossip at here

even though not my business,i'm feeling boring to hear those gossip

shoot each other at back.

i wants to run away from here,move out from here.

sigh__

bebe,don't worry bout me..everything was fine at here

don't blame yourself can't accompany me,its ok

as long as our heart is link together :)

i love you my dear,miss you alot

goodnight folks,sweet dream

[hang out now,blerk]

FUCK OFF

WALAO

i'm too busy this week.

weeeeee...going to time square for few time in a week

wahahaha

i'm lazy to write out =)

today exam EBC,i think i sure fail..

suppose write this post with a happy status

because of a comment in my blog make me moody

my blog have a person drop me a comment-串bitch專家

i don't know who are you...and i don't wants to know about you...

you say my english very weak,yes,i admit i'm very weak on english...

thats why i push myself using english to write blog so that i can more practice and improve my english..

even though my english poor but at least i try..

better than you,wasting time to do those useless stuffs,writen some word without using brain!

i use what language to write my blog very important for you?

FUCK you lah o0o...

我並沒有生氣你，我也不在乎你如何看待我..因爲我知道我在我寶貝的心是最好的就夠了！

IF YOU DISLIKE ME,DON'T VIEW MY BLOG..

GET OUT FROM HERE AND FUCK OFF PLEASE!!!

0_0

hmmm,how to describe my days?

HAPPY?MOODY?WORRY?

sigh__________

i'm lasy to write out,i'm totally happy this few day because i meet my friend they come from sabah

karen-my ex classmate

mite and goobee is my new friend

i have a lot of fun with them

we shopping,we sing,we eat,we playing,we talking,we CLUBBING

but had many happen..sorry bebe.

i still love you much..

muackkksss

goodnight folks >3

HAPPY

pretend to be strong

at last i can't pretend to be strong anymore

i just come back hostel with roommate

suppose is a enjoy night

but i suddenly feeling weak,i cry out loudly at toilet

i'm feeling sad when i hear those song to make me remember our best memory

 sigh__________

i never cry after 5 of april

because i don't want bebe worry me,i hope you can concentrate on work

no need always worry bout me

so i'm always pretend strong,tough,actually i'm weak

so sorry,just now cry out loudly to let you worry

please don't blame yourself need to sleep early and can't accompany,pamper me just now

because you need to work,i'm ok bebe

i didn't get drunk at last,i don't want you worry me anymore

hmmmm,i'm really feel comfortable after express my feeling just.

yuuuuhuuuuuuuuuu

 i'm still strong and tough,pretend or fact?let you guess

HAHAHA

i'm still miss you like crazy,can't stop to miss/love you bebe

muacks

i wait you laogong

good morning folks.>3

hold me tight,please

  

had a bad day.

FUCK!

night going to ''康樂花園'' night market

hmmmm,i didn't buy anything

i just window shopping with a burning heart,upset mood

sigh______

hope the problem can solve as fast as possible

thanks to my friend who stand by me and believe me!

thank you very much!

this case happen on me,really make me feeling disappointed

disgusting,angry,sad

no nextime please

i'm tired of those happen on me

i just come to get knowledge,plan for my career

not come for play with you those KID

childish indeed!

i didn't mention  anyone,please don't admit criticism

no more misunderstanding happen on me anymore,PLEASE!

I HATE IT

o0o('_')o0o

i'm so hope my bebe can beside me in this moment,i'm feeling so weak and empty

i push myself to pretend strong,i'm totally weak at all

i feel wants to cry out loudly,but i just could't

 i need to be strong,without bebe i need to solve everything by self

i don't want bebe too worry bout me

i just will telling you i'm happy at here,actually not.

i so hope run away from here,bring me go away please?

anyone?

i hate to pass my day with a mask

i'm hate to pretend myself to be strong

if you beside me,everything sure will be fine,you won't let me to worry about that

i;m really willing you're always beside me

hold my hand until old,please don't let me go,hold me tight!

i miss the day when we live together at puchong,but everything already be a history

hmmm,but that still is a part of pretty story in our life~

emmmuackkkss

i miss you so much

big kiss to you >3

goodnight bebe

(T_T)o0o

nah,diao you

101

HAHAHA

my 101 post

i can't catch my mood today,feeling nothing right

happy mix worry

i don't like kinda feeling,make me suffer 

maybe i should agree with my friend find a place to shout out my worries and stress

sigh___

today we going on by SALES/TEAM BUILDING

the lecture still is mr.goh

the lesson still boring

hehehehe

i still no concentrate on lesson

keep dreaming and dreaming..x__x

but today our class join with junior..

they all seems like want fall asleep too

 when we break for 15 minute

my classmate said he know who stolen his rm100

but he don't want to say out who done it

hmmmm,everybody start to suspect who is it,me too

but,i not willing to know is who,清者自清

i swear i never done it,i not believe anyone of us done it

but that is become a fact,we can't change anything

what we can do is beware our wealth

feeling damn weird

why happen this case on me?i hope we all will not misunderstand each other

and hope who stolen the money will not repeat anymore

i don't know who are you,i don't know why you want stolen money

maybe you have your own reason,we'll forgive you

don't do it again,please!!

my housemate keep say her room got something wrong

OMG.

so terrible!

sigh__

i respect ''you''

don't shock me and disturb me PLEASE!!

 forget it,don't think too much

hehehe

i'm still scare :(

hubby make me feeling sweet

my smile just for you

waiting your surprise :)

i miss you

hope time pass quickly

muacksss ,don't too miss me my hubby...

hehehehehe

[xiao qin love ryei bebe]

change

i wants to change myself

push myself to change

is it possible?

hmmmm,

whatever,i'll try my best

thanks to my friend who support me always :)

gonna stop here.

i miss my bebe much

emmmuacckkss

waiting for you

i love you

goodnight folks

我的寶貝老公

心情超好

愛死你了

好想你

                                                                           ♥♥我的寶貝老公♥♥

you don't know how much i love you

wake up hang out with family

come back take a bath ,my beauties was waiting me at outside

we heading to cs-watson

 my beauties wants to buy lotion

i take a look to all product of make up

i'm realise that i abandon myself after separate with you

i don't have those patient to make up myself

i'm give up myself,no dress up myself

everything was not important for me,since you not beside me :((

sigh__

HELP ME!!!

i want get my new life,but i just couldn't

feeling bored at cs so we going to station one

we having a huge meals

  

here the picture :)

mix salad

hmm,tuna bread i guess~forget the name

 spagetti,seems like not a good look 

but taste not bad

 strawberry flavour,this my first try

i never take strawberry drinks before

i don't like strawberry

but,this glass of strawberry was change my mind

 banana milk

the taste i don't like..

BANANA wor~yucks

my beauties back home direct go toilet..

HAHAHAHA

taking a high calories high tea

delicious,but with a unhappy mood and tears

i'm feeling tired,always drop tears in a public place because of you

so sorry i write out at here

i wants to express my heart feeling!

 this is the reason why we argue

sigh___

i don't want write out too much

i respect you,this is our private~

i was angry until fire burning

but you pamper me and apologize to me

and i melt into tears

accept you again,am i stupid?

hmmm,gonna close this topic until here.

i'm doing some bad things,stupid stuffs

i'm useless!!

i hate myself...

can i die?

i don't want to face you,but i miss you

fuck this feeling right now

i wish i can suicide,but i'm not dare!

what condition right now?

FUCK

HATE MYSELF

[i can't stop to loving you]

arggghhhhhhh

hey folks

i wants to share my busy days :)

a shining morning

xian wake me up at 10.30am

i wants to do my revision

hahaha.

wake up and open book then fall asleep again

useless me...x_x

but my mood was pretty

hehehe

don't know why~

when go to class

classmate told me mr.goh still take leave

ohhhh yeaa

no need exam^^v

but still have taking a paper of intro

whole class no body pass

hahahaha

night,chit chat with jaccy until 5.30am

and we wake up in 2pm

abnormal life...^^v

after i bath xiao bad reach already

so early

hmmm

xiao bad is she/he???

errrr,i think i use he,
xiao bad will more happy

hehehe

then we take lunch a chit chat beside waiting rachell coming

when rachell coming we go jusco buy birthday cake

and go play games

 xiao bad and me

me so fat...sigh__

hmmm...many stuffs that i was forget

so can't write out

my brain was stuck can't function well

hahaha

errmmm

 we go to steamboat

 

 we enjoy^^

after that waiting 12am

 

 birthday girl with me

hehehe

after celebrate

some of us going to cc

some of us going to mamak

and we had try sheesha

we chit chat until 4am more

and go back hostel

chit chat,see movie until morning

some of them fall asleep

but only left me didn't take a rest

still full of energy :)

8am hong hong,jaccy my bro and me go take a breakfast

then we heading to bukit jalil by taxi

jaccy go back Malacca

hong hong go back johor

and me and brother go back kedah

so far from KL

but we can take a rest at bus

after reach kedah

night i hang out with my ladies^^

 chit chat non-stop

huhuhu...

miss her so much^^

ermmmm

my busy days finish write out i think

hahaha

i'm so lazy to write out and waiting my memory call back

every time i postpone my post....

yeah,at least finish my days

emmmmmmmuckkksss

big love to you all >3

goodnight

body without soul

hmmm

quite tired today

yesterday celebrate rachell 21 years birthday

crazy with housemate and senior

we all enjoy it

suppose to write out my busy days,but i have to postpone it

i need some rest

sorry folks

 

i'm busy,but not to forget missing you my dear

goodnight :)

 

[stay tuned]