miss you

Sometimes,you're about to burst into tears and you don't even know why.

I have a lot thing to do.Lazy!!

What's my future planning?

Lost!

Work for assignment now!

Goodnight ;((

again.

Today went to melaka.

Again,tons of photo waiting to upload.

Night world.

IMY <3

woots!!

Today went back to OUTBAC which is my old work place.

This time go back because principle asked us go there photo shooting for a secondary school.

I'm was so delighted because i have met my old friend.

my friend,not someone!(don't misunderstanding my love)

Joseph the camera men also helped me and jaccy took tons of photo,seems like today go for photo shooting for ourself.XDD

Night,our lecture have a talk at hall for student.Quite successful.

Tiring!!

I wonder why because i have done nothing at all T.T

Waiting for my tons of photo.

Stay tuned =)

Later 1pm go to Sepang GOLD COAST.

woots!!

can you saw that how gorgeous there are?

I'm going to there later,can't wait!!

If we can reach XDD

GPS have to lead us to there,function well please ya!

Okies,time to go bed.

My mean gave an order to me have to sleep early ;)

So yeah,night peeps.

難受

我不屑紀念。

這是畢業典禮的邀請卡，有點lousy XD

雖然非常期待畢業，可是好有點捨不得。=(

最後一個月了！

好好瘋狂的玩吧！

和我一起要讓你受了那麼多苦又難受。

真的很對不起。

我是你的，我愛你。♥♥

看到你不開心，我也很難受。;((

talkative

Gosh,lying at bed until 4pm because i have nothing to do today.

After woke up,online.

7.30pm dinner and chit chat at mamal stall->senior room->mamak stall->hostel 6 floor

We're talkative!

Chat about our future.

I hated this topic because i have no any plan for my future carrier yet,too bad ;( 

Sad for i don't have any plan and idea!

Wish all my friend have a bright future!

Gambateh ;))

Night!

muacks,love ya.<3

(recently don't have any thing to write,my life quite dry.)

miss you.

fuck loneliness.

I'm miss you every single night.

When you come to me?

I hated to be alone.

Let me feel your heart beat and your warm.

I love you.<3

Kenny G concert is awesome!

Kenny G Live Concert in Kuala Lumpur 2011 is happening on the 24th May at the Planery Hall, Kuala Lumpur Convention Center.

I'm worked as usher at PLATINUM rm888 which is at door 6.

Lucky!

Kenny G passed thru our working aisle but too bad I'm busy assisting customer to their seat and missed it out.

He is awesome.

Extremely talented musician!!!

I'm not really remember what song he was played in the concert.

Hmm,but this song is sooooo NICE!

He is talented in saxophone!

So sweet and romantic when a men playing saxophone.It's sentimental.

I have a lot of fun at there and met up so many high class people.

I met a foreign which is organizer concert for Kenny G,Justin bieber,Bruno mars,Maroon 5 and so on.

I'm not really clearly is it organizer by him and what's the position of him but I'm sure he is very powerful.

He is so handsome even that he old!!How come??

Satisfied! <3

Here the picture took when we're free.

4 of us is in a same door ;)

tired.

Night world!

I'll miss you everyday my dear <3

Collapse.

Mango black tee,KLCC <3

I'm just realized that i don't have any black shirt.

I wonder why.

Gonna work for KENNY G concert at KLCC this afternoon.

How great?^^

There have tons of word on my mind.

What you said to me is fucking hurt.

You made me felt that I'm alone to stand for this love in all the time.

Who are you actually?

I'm felt that I'm not really know you.

How could you said that to me,don't you ever think that I'll cry?

It's so desperate and I'm gonna collapse you know?

You said you love me more than i do,but...I can't felt it.

Well,you still important for me.

I love you!

If you don't love me,get lose please!

Don't ever try to throw me any fucking word that i don't wish to hear.

I'll fuck you too!!!

You asked why i love you.

I can't figure out.

Between us had a lot of problem,distance is the major problem.

After that,bla bla bla bla !@#$%^&*()_+&$#*()@

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Overall,I LOVE YOU as long as I'm breathing.<3

惯性被伤害。

天涼了　
雨下了　
妳走了
清楚了　
我愛的　
遺失了
落葉飄在湖面上睡著了

想要放　
放不掉　
淚在飄
妳看看　
妳看看不到
我假裝過去不重要　
卻發現自己辦不到

說了再見　
才發現再也見不到
我不能就這樣失去妳的微笑
口紅待在桌腳　
而妳我找不到
若角色對調妳說好不好

說了再見　
才發現再也見不到
能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉
說好陪我到老　
永恆往哪裡找
再次擁抱一分一秒都好

说 说你为什么 为什么要走
说你为何要分手
别拖 求你别软弱
求你说出口 分手的理由
但你却拖 拖 拖 拖到什么时候
但你还拖 拖 拖 拖到什么时候
如果要走却又为何停留
请你别拖 拖 拖 大声的说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚 一句话就够
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
多么痛 多么的难过
别越爱越难过
Do Do Re Re Mi Mi Re Do
Do Do Re Mi Do
然后连话都不说 继续沉默
连朋友都没得作 为了什么
然后跟别人说你其实还是爱我
就算了吧 坏人我来做 

I love you,do you?;((

There're so much unwillingness go back to KL tomorrow.

Hostel is kinda bored,but graduate is around te corner.

I'm so delight can leaving school life and hostel life.

Congrats to myself!!

I'm touch,i <3 you much.

Miss you like crazy!!

waiting the day that we meet.

Shhhhh!

Night. 

waiting her!

At grandma house.

waiting her come back!

miss her so much ;((

today hang out with my girls.

simple and happy!<3

alright,short updated for today!

movie time.

IMY&ILY <3

520 i ♥ you

later early morning go to 'bai bai' grandma.

night go to grandma  house over night!

hope can meet her ;(

today is 520!!

I LOVE YOU BABE.

waiting for you my love!

♥♥♥

goodnight world =)

想念婆婆;((

今天陪婆婆走完人生的最后一程路。

以后都找不到婆婆了。

本来明天回KL，不过我换去星期天回。

星期五是头七。

我要去婆婆家睡。

希望可以看见她，或者让婆婆看我最后一眼。

哭惨了。

现在只要一提起婆婆，眼泪就流下来。

我需要很长一段时间去平复我的心。

好累好累。;((

IMY.<3

最后一晚。

早上就要出殡了。

我真的会受不了。

我已经不懂该用什么字眼去形容我的难过。

婆婆要跟菩萨走哦。

南无阿弥陀佛

南无阿弥陀佛

南无阿弥陀佛

南无阿弥陀佛

南无阿弥陀佛

南无阿弥陀佛

南无阿弥陀佛

我爱你。

永远怀念你。

最后一次。

今天最后一晚了。

明天出殡！

我的天儿啊~

希望我不会哭到晕倒吧！

今晚要早睡！

愿婆婆一路好走！

我爱你。

受不了！

今天的我很坚强，没哭。

因为要念经迴向经文给婆婆。

希望婆婆早登极乐。

要跟着菩萨走哦。

我们会念多多经文给你听的。

婆婆你不要害怕哦。

我们都在这里，菩萨会带你走的。

妈妈说出殡之前这几天你的灵魂还是留在家里。

你有看到我吗？

你有看到我们都回来了吗？

我们都很乖噢~

虽然我们都很伤心很不舍得你可是你不要难过哦！

你不要不舍得我们留在家不跟菩萨走哦！知道吗？

你要安心快快乐乐的走，不要担心我们！;((

婆婆看到你躺着可是又不可以和你说话又不能动你的感觉很痛苦哦！

以前都只是离别，这次是永别，生离死别。

真的真的很痛很痛！

除了哭，我也真的不知该如何是好。

我真的真的很舍不得你。

我想了很多傻事希望你复活。

我知道不可能了，星期四就要出殡火化了。

以后连遗体都没得看了。

只有骨灰。

你的衣服全部又得烧。

什么都没有得留恋！

直少我们又拍过几张照片。

真的真的很幸运我们还有几张照片。

虽然只是随便乱拍的，不过以后都没机会拍所以我会好好收着！

现在星期二了。

星期三出殡了。

我不敢想象那一天我的眼泪会不会流完。

哭到痛不欲生是真的。

我好害怕！

我害怕棺木推进去火化的时候我会去拉着棺木！

我害怕我会晕倒！

我害怕我承受不了这一种永别。

我太爱太爱太爱你了婆婆！

为什么要有生命的循环？

永远在一起不是很好吗？;(((

写着写着还是哭了。

都不坚强！

我想抱你。

第二天

我还是一直哭。

眼睛很肿很痛

都不知道是哭的眼泪还是伤风的眼泪

眼泪鼻涕一堆的

一边念经一边哭。

其他人都好厉害忍哦！

或许是我一直想太多吧

一直回想起婆婆生前说过的话，想到以后来婆婆家没有婆婆了。

妈妈刚才说出殡火化的时候才是哭到撕心裂肺的。

想到就心痛了。

我可以想象到火化那一刻。

从此以后世界上没有婆婆着一个人了。

连遗体都没得看！

什么都没有了。

啊~~~~~~！！！！！！！！！！！

我很舍不得婆婆！

我想抱抱婆婆。;(((

婆婆，安息吧。;((

今天早上，睡的朦朦胧胧的接到妈妈的电话。

婆婆去世了。

我很冷静，不哭。

大脑还没清醒，刷新不到我需要的反应。

哥哥一脸错愕的

在巴士睡的比平时还要熟

这是本能的逃避反应吗？

妈妈在车上说着婆婆的事情

我想，我醒了。

我开始感觉我需要的反应了。

妈妈说在灵前不准哭，婆婆会舍不得离开。

上香的时候，我还是一直流眼泪。

看婆婆的遗体时，妈妈要我和婆婆说我回来了。

受不了，我跑出去痛哭。

过了一阵子，我才叫婆婆让她知道我回来了。

过后念经的时候我又一直哭。

大家都没哭耶，好能忍哦！

有几家人来坐夜，哥哥的朋友也有来。

谢谢你们。;)

婆婆是在医院去世的，没有人在身边。

婆婆一定很害怕！

所以现在要多多人热闹一点。

是婆婆不想我们看着她断气怕我们太伤心吗？

我多希望那时候我陪着她告诉她别害怕。

婆婆的离去是真的让我很难过。

可是对婆婆来说是种解脱。

我没有后悔她在世的时候没有好好孝顺。

外人不知道最孝顺婆婆的是我们三兄妹。

虽然在经济方面没什么能力，但我们却在各方面很尽孝。

婆婆时常称赞我们三个是最乖的！;)

遗憾的是，以后等我们有经济能力了再也不能孝顺婆婆。

我们想带婆婆出去吃饭。;((

为什么不等我们出身？

有些人，结婚了一个月赚多少钱又怎样？

婆婆在世也没有好好孝顺，去世了也不打算回来的，是吧？

真没用。

婆婆的离去，对我来说不是一种打击。

生命的循环，我懂。

但是，我很舍不得婆婆。

从此以后，婆婆不会再出现我们的面前了。

再也找不到婆婆这一个人了。

婆婆只能靠我们的回忆去想念。

安息吧婆婆。

好好上路，不要担心我们！

爱你。;((

You're the one.♥ you

Guess what?

I'm insane!!My face is so much expression!!LOL

Fugly ugly,so what??!!

Woke up,my throat like burning with fire!Damn.

My sound so sexy.LOL

After bath went to KLCC again.

Sushi king as our brunch,not much choice as previous time.Disappointed.

She went to british council and i went to bookshop.

I love to read.I miss the time when we always hanging at library!

I love go to library so much!

Especially opposite my taman fortuna baru that one.BEST LIBRARY.

Because the air-corn so cold until I'm freezing.

Beside that old style library always is my first choice.

Don't you think that there have a smell of book?

Library have many memories of us.

When i cold,you bought me coffee bean hot choco ;)

You hug me gentle,we drawing the book >.<

Argghh!!I miss you so much!!

I wanna own you.I don't like others touch you!

You're the one.♥

Yesterday post is gone because of blogger under maintenances.!@#$%^&*(@#$^*#@!$%^_+

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