30 July 2010

想不透

愛情是可以很國際化的
不管年齡性別身份宗教或者語言上的溝通
只要相愛那一切都不是問題
雖然遇到的問題或許會很棘手,但我相信只要相愛~
問題一切都會迎刃而解

祝福你們
我的肩膀隨時可以讓你用



而我的問題是更複雜的
哈哈

想哭

沒人可以幫我,只能靠自己
選擇的答案會讓我失去更多還是得到更多?

愛情總是讓人想不透。

29 July 2010

gain more,lose more~

if i had choose this way
i will lose more or gain more?
should i be selfish?


ARRGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

26 July 2010

DON'T FOC...

if you are a bitch,then you will always be a slut.
HAHAHAHAHA

bitch is the girl who like to seduce guy,perhaps like to betrayed a guy?
HEY,just be a good girl~don't so cheap..
if you want to seduce guy,please remember don't FOC.
i think bitch still have some value in this sex market..
hmmmm,but i think you can''t~
a ugly face with a fat body...

it's so sad...
pray for a bitch please.

=)

don't get drunk for me please.

what i want now,i can't figure out.

i'll die soon,1 of august i guess.
someone come to me,i'm dying.
give me sometime,may i?
if not,let me die please =)


十年後

看了一套有關於夢的英文片。
在夢裡去設計另一個世界~
真的很深,很奧
沒有智慧的真的看不懂。
我們九個人去看,七個人睡覺。
坐我隔壁的當然一直給我吵醒啦。
雖然那套戲看不懂,但戲院裡氣氛燈光感覺良好



是我想太多
十年後吧?











24 July 2010

THANKS YOU SO MUCHHH~

love is always unfair.
I'm feel sorry to you.

underground lover is not allow happen in my life anymore.
i tried it,i hurt by it.
so,stop it.

time is the medic that can cure everything
believe the time will bring you tp a condition that you never realize.
Love can lead us to be mature
take your time to think about what had happened between this two years.
waiting or not its depend to you,i didn't force you at all.

You said if i get hurt at this flower world,came back to your side anytime.
Thanks you so much!!!!!!
I'm so appreciate to had you in my life.
by the way,I'm enjoy my single life now.
I'm playful
I'm wild
I'm need freedom.

SO,I ENJOY NOW.

IT'S MY LIFE.

thanks so much for done everything for me,thanks for waiting me.
You will always on my mind,no matter you are my love or my friend.

THANKS YOU SO MUCHHH~

23 July 2010

:(

 last week hang out with her.
take photo before out
and i cut my fringe :D 

try have some change on myself

Next,piercing.
i can't hold myself anymore.

HELP

i'm feel tiring.
 
HELP PLEASE!
 
 

20 July 2010

let me die please.

everything seems like complicated.
FUCK.
i miss
i miss
i miss

i want
i want
i want
may i?
may i ?
may i? 

I WANT TO DIE
I WANT DO SOME THINK TO HURT MYSELF
WHAT SHOULD I DO?

TAKE DRUG?
PIERCING?
TATOO?
ALCOHOL?
SUICIDE?

ANY THINK THAT I CAN TAKE TO LET MYSELF FEEL BETTER?
LET ME DIE PLEASE!


sorry folks.

13 July 2010

BE TOUGH

what should i write?
 everything is game over.
i love you
you drop me
nevermind
i wait you
wait me please

enjoy our single life.
BE TOUGH.

09 July 2010

rubbish

what the fuck?
I think I'm not enough tough,tears drop easier and heart broken easier.

i hate everything around me currently.

I just want to know

DO YOU CARE ME?
DO YOU LOVE ME?

 or

you think>

I'm just a rubbish,useless?
YES,I AM.

       90后的思想就是颓废.堕落.淫荡.放弃.

自虐.色情.暴力.血腥?


i think so.

 

 GO DIE PLEASE.
DON'T PISS OFF ME.



SORRY FOLKS,I'M UGLY MY PAGE.
 





07 July 2010

unfogettable painful ❤


 is it possible?its so meaningful for me,but i think inconvenience.
by the way,i wish to get one when we're married.
unforgettable painful,can't take off the ring represent that we'll link together forever.
how great??
i wiling do anything to prove how much i love you just as how much you love me .


      
 

[need a warm hug to comfort my heart.]

06 July 2010

my life seem full of expect,full of dreams.

 
feeling worst.
emo-ness in this few days ,my lazy caused worries.
big sigh_____
its hard to describe.
 
i will start my cabin crew lesson at next week,my M2 can study again.I must appreciate it. 
damn expect my cabin crew lesson,even thought i would not go for interview
but just take a lesson ,i think i could learning much from this lesson.


my life seem full of expect,full of dreams.
 
 
you has been locked my forever,I'm wiling link together.
baby bought a doll for me,will get it soon =)



goodnight folks. *finger cross




03 July 2010

I'm dying

crying nearly half an hour.
my laptop window missing,my picture all sure missing.
memory with bebe in this two year all gone,how sad??

I'm gonna crazy~~~AAARRRGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!

tomorrow need go layout again,if confirm can't fixed.
i think my eyes will blind.

my heart still unstable right now.
feeling uncomfortable.

I'm dying.

❤❤

pretty busy today x_x''
going time square with paula and mavice,when i reached station LRT i just realize that i forget bring my wallet and we go back to hostel again.I'm really forgetful.
Hmmmm,today keep ruining between layout plaza and time square, freaking tiring.
i go to layout change my laptop charger and format my laptop,now running smoothly
i feel GOOD >3
i bought two singlet and one cloth it coasted me rm29.90
damn cheap^^v
 
 here my picture 


 



 hey folks,you all are luckily can see my funny face =D


taaaaaa daaaaaaa....


recently bebe freaking busy,we really seldom have time to have a talk.
hubby,don't blame yourself please...i really never get angry at all i know what you done is for our future.I know you love me, wants to give me having a pretty future.Thank you so much darling.

missing you >.<''


i will always support you,appear when you need me and wiling waiting for you.

a big love to you
                                                                                    





















02 July 2010

i'm freaking love he & miss he.

no idea what to write today,quite bored.
later hang out with paula,gonna fix my laptop at layout,sing k and movie.
must remember take picture!

i asked my daddy bout cabin crew,he said no problem as long as i like
but he said can't let he disappointed,aaarrrgggghhhhh
I'm feeling stress right now =(

I'll try my best if i can.

heart so pain,bebe pretty busy this few days
we really less contact,but we still called each other and cure our love sick.
i'm freaking love he & miss he.
hold on baby,we'll getting our nice future soon.
you're always on my mind and my heart >3

i love you.




01 July 2010

I DON'T LIKE TO SMILE,I LOVE TO LAUGH =)

haven't fall asleep in this rainy night,just come back from supper.
nothing to do,housemate all went to time square sing k
i will cry when sing k,so i don't want join them.
every time go to sing k i will cry because the song make me missing my bebe.
this weekend i will try to control my tears,don't get shock ya my friend :D
tomorrow wants to call my daddy ask about whether i should join cabin crew or not.
I'm worry that i can't handle it,my world map its too many need to endorse
i have many damn things to do,but i haven't at all,oh my gosh!!!!
only can using laaazzzzyyyy  to describe my attitude on study,this is why i cant make decision i should join cabin crew or give up it...
aaarrrggghhh,bebe 100 percent support it for sure.Hmmmmmmmm~~~~
sigh_____
if i cant handle,i will let my parents disappointed aarrrggghhh :(
tomorrow having test of map once more,north,central.south american and europe
damn it,how to endorse in one night?
malaysia map i also cant remember,instead of world map??
gggrrrrrgggggrrrrrrrrr!!!!!
 i think i have get lost from here and go to bed.
 i'm over free so written craps at my page again,folks,you no need read it but you done.
MUAHAHAHAHA

I DON'T LIKE TO SMILE,I LOVE TO LAUGH =)


goodnight folks.