30 June 2010

i'm a laughaholic

baby done a great job today.
seriously,his is always awesome for me.
my baby,i like the way that you love you =)

i will pretty busy in this coming weekend,hang out with classmate
go to sing k,movie or else.
expect it will be full of memories.


I'm a laughaholic.
laugh.laugh,laugh

be happy always :]




(swimming night now,WOHOOOO >>>>)

29 June 2010

enjoy my confuse world.

I'm realize that i damn lazy.
i have to endorse country name,city name and city code of north,central and south american,but i didn't.
central of american is damn many country and city its fucking hard to remember for me.
model 2 and sales test will coming soon at 26 july,
august i will be damn buzy, M3 M6 M9 M10 and M11
we need finish it in one month,is it possible for me?is it enough time for me??
english for business communications final exam set at 26 august
certification of city and guild,rm300 need to pay if i fail.
i can't found a right way to pay attention on my study,what im looking for??
i cant concentrate on my study anymore,i wants to meet my hubby.
i cant hold myself anymore.
cabin crew lesson will start at next month,should i join??
very sigh____

what kinda weird feeling right now??
moody,happy,scary,worry? :( :) :0 :$
i lost myself and my way,i guess so.
i'm stay in this condition since we seperate
i still thinking i live with he.
very helpless recently,dreamed everything about him evry day,every moment and second.
how could i live without he??
i'm wiling to bear the suffer of separate, its to be worth sacrific few years to exchange our whole life.
by the way, i'm very need he always,need his love ._.
waiting for miracle is the only way that i can done
repeat looking at your picture is the only way that cure my love sick.
beside this,what i do when i'm alone at midnight?HAHAAHAHA

i'm drunk in my own world,my loving world.
its awesome and sweet~~
enjoy my confuse world.
NO PAIN,NO GAIN.


pissed off myself tonight.


28 June 2010

RELAXING ._.

every thing was going smoothly,it's awesome.
finally my assignment done and passed up today,sit for leadership exam today
after exam i still have a test for map in north american and central american.
but i was skip that class and come back home.
done every thing at least,feel relaxing~
what i wants to do now-relax,relax and relax...HAHAHAHA
actually,i'm always in condition of relaxing and enjoyable.=)

i want a doll from bebe~
bambi either simba,which one is more nice??
hehehe,so big still want asked bebe buy doll for me...
bebe you're always so sweet to me.
bebe think too much recently,he worry that i will leave him alone
he is a stupid bebe,my stupid sweetheart.
i promise my heart 100 percent only locked by you this evil.





女孩,就算你认识他很久,可是他现在是我的男人,

             所以请别在深夜超过12点的时候打电话给他,说你有什么事,让他给你意见。
                                  因为他是我的男人,午夜后的电话只属于我一个人。


                                 女孩,就算你们隔得很近很近,可是他现在是我的男人,
                                   所以请别老找他吃饭,让他给你讲笑话,看你的照片。
                                           因为他是我男人,他的目光从不曾离开我。

                                  女孩,就算他有多优秀多帅,可是他现在是我的男人,
                                 所以请别在空间里贴他的照片,每张都有一句暧昧的标题,
                                             请别在你手机里给他一个暧昧的称谓。
                                  因为他是我的男人,所以他就不可以跟别的女人暧昧。

                                   女孩,就算你们现在的关系有多好,可他现在是我的男人,
                            因为我讨厌你们,在我们二人世界时打电话来, 因此彰显你的存在。
                                你要知道,如果我生气了,他便会毫不犹豫从你的世界消失。

                                 女孩,就算他在你心里有多么重要,可他现在是我的男人,
                                 所以请不要过来打搅他,因为我的男人,我便是他的全世界
                                               而你,在他心中永远留不下一个影子。

         女孩,就算你们迫不得已地要接触,并很晚都不能回家,我的男人出于风度送你回家。
                         请别随便请他上楼,我的男人,是很有风度的男人,他不懂拒绝人,
                                               请别拿这个跟我炫耀,我的男人,我懂。

              女孩,如果没有什么盛大的活动,不要总在午夜叫他去酒吧,因为他是我的男人。
                  每个夜晚他身边只能有我的声音,而不是酒吧的灯红酒绿,小姐的莺莺笑声。
                            如果他拒绝你,请你谅解,如果我们同去,请你欢迎。

           女孩,就算他曾经属于你,请不要在你生日时索要暧昧的礼物,因为他是我的男人,
                         你当初没有珍惜而错过这么好的男人,而你现在也绝夺不走他。
                    因为在他心中,我再疲惫不堪也美若天仙,而你长得再漂亮也与他无关。

                  女孩儿,我的男人,他再优秀再高大再帅再温柔再有风度,他也是我的男人。
                                                          记住,我的男人,别碰。


this is get from facebook.
very meaning full for me,to whose that are single
please don't try to fall in love with guy that in relationship.


我的男人,你要碰也碰不到。你不知我在他心中有多麽的重要嗎?
nenenebubu~~ =P

i know hubby most love me,i love you too.
NOTHING GONNA CHANGE OUR LOVE =)











26 June 2010

我最害怕的事,是我最终没有嫁给你


我最害怕的事,是我最终没有嫁给你。
跟我共渡餘生的,竟然不是你,
多么遗憾,多么可惜。
我的岁月因为有你,而有欢愉。
可是我害怕。我们一起渡过了颠簸,
患 难的岁月,却不能共渡餘生。
我们都是可怜的棋子,任由命运摆布。
我并不害怕,是你最终没有娶我,
我是宁愿由你来负我,因为我无法负你






i ⓛⓞⓥⓔ you ~ ♥.♥




25 June 2010

你不捨得我難過




想你想得好想掉淚。
沒有了你,我的世界還剩什麽?

該感動得掉淚的___
是你說我一直一直會在你心上。

你說你不會那麽輕易死掉
除了要救我,一命換一命。
你說假如那麽輕易死掉,沒有人照顧我
而我會很傷心,你不捨得我難過
所以你會好好照顧自己。


老公,我可以掉淚嗎?
感動到~
愛死你

23 June 2010

我真的很幸福

有點傷感。
 
 
因爲愛你,所以害怕傷害
但更害怕失去你。

 
 

雖然我們只差一張結婚紙,但你已把所有的一切讓我擁有
我已經是世界上最幸福的女人了。
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
                                          愛上你是最快樂的,請讓我一直快樂下去。
 


22 June 2010

幸福

和你在一起的每一天,每一刻都是幸福

等你。

20 June 2010

好心情,因爲你。

今天心情美美。
甜蜜蜜
 
 

我的老公是我的煮飯公,好帥~

呐,這次到你忙着煮飯時__我要坏坏了
我要折磨你,讓你心癢癢。


我知道你很期待哦~
等啦,就快了。
嘻嘻嘻


還有~
別那麽快求婚啦,害羞死了。:D




[想死你了啦!]

19 June 2010

KNIFE



 寶貝,有多久沒一起聼這首歌了?
今天突然聽見,讓我想囘好多回憶。
你有多久沒想起我們的回憶了?
這首歌,越聼越心痛。
好想念你。



[我們還是當初的那個我們,愛你]

牽我手



                         她需要一个爱她的人。即使兵荒马乱仍然牵着双手,圈起一座静谧城池


 牽我手,好嗎?

16 June 2010

ASSIGNMENT!!!!

MY HOLY MAMA
 
my brain was blank,i need refresh.



15 June 2010

hapPY =]

I'm failed in my exam-24/50
over 35 only pass,i didn't study how could i get 35 above?
my brother get 40/50~congratulation :D
don't tell mummy ya,please.

whole day class full of joy because i keep talking crap with cherry.
we exchange secret x)
hmmmm,after class heading to office chit chat with lecture.
lecture said i should show off myself,no more fearless on anything,i should break through myself.
lecture praise my bebe and my daddy too :]


today damn happy.
bebe was feel sorry because last night he can't concern me when i was down.
but just now we on call,our conversation so hot and too sexy,make both of us get drunk.
harrrrr,baby harrr~~hehehehe
must wait me ohhhh!!!
after hang up phone,i back to lab online and start my assignment.
i just finished all my tittle which only copy from a sheet of paper,i start to disturb and get annoying

 i using this video and write complain to my lecture, 
for sure before you wants to get me you shoule be watching this video first.
i write my complain -
TO :ANDREW.SEAN.LIM 
HELLO SIRS,NO ASSIGNMENT AT ALL.NO ASSIGNMENT,YOU UNDERSTAND?!
NO ASSIGNMENT!!!
I CALL MY MUMMY,I CALL MY MUMMY
FROM:JACCY,WENDY,PAULA AND XIAO QIN

muahahahaha,we're creative?ya,creative on useless stuffs 
assignment we put it aside and think for this lame joking.


hurrray,tomorrow class start at 1pm,so i can sleep until sun shine to my ass x)
i love sleeping.
i love sweetheart too.
i love you.



sleep tight baby,goodnight.

[i'm your biggest fan,i'll follow you until you love me.promise i'll be kind,but i won't stop until that boy is mine.]

14 June 2010

time flies quickly,exam coming after SIX hour.or else.
guess what i done?
yesterday sleep at nearly 6am,overnight at junior's room.
awake of a call from my dad,then i keep rushing time x(
back to room,i can't get sleep anymore,arrrggghhhh
while i consider of whether i should go layout bought my laptop charger,xiao ping appear in my mind
i call her lure her accompany me pay a visit to layout.
after both of us wash up,we heading to layout.
damn it,people mountain people sea~i just realize today is sunday,family day :)
i was bought my charger it coast me rm70,so expensive!
we plan to take a movie-karate kid,omg~whole day full
so we go to take lunch at gasoline
 finished our lunch,we talking crap for a long period time :D

when i back home,guess where i go~
for sure,computer room again.
online until now,do i give up to my M1 tommorow?
HAHAHA
I NEVER HARDWORKING ON MY ACADEMIC








i feeling pity just now,i'm not feeling good.
i damn heart pain and feel like wants to cry.
i'm not allowed myself to cry,i need self-control
self-control or i can't cry out like usual?
letting out myself please,don't pressure on yourself.
[who most good in handle sadness and lonely?clap a big hand for xiao qin.]








people,please kind to me.









i can't stop missing you,i know you too ")
I LOVE YOU >3

12 June 2010

suck day.


i'm still digi user,this is the only point that i feeling right.
seriously,today is a suck day ever i had 0.0'
i'm was ruining my laptop~ARRGGGHHHH
i can't using my laptop anymore,i borrow from my brother~he so kind to me :D

finally i come back to my hostel but i cheated by taxi driver
one way from bukit jalil to cheras only coast rm12+
i was pay rm30 to him,i'm not wiling to paid~no idea,i'm take a seat in taxi at the same moment.

I WANTS TO CRY!
money gone easier ,before i have ability to earn money.
perhaps i not appreciate the money not earn by myself?HAHAHA
this two month i need to save money,i need pay bill :'(


i miss you x)

i thought...T.T'












only get few message from bebe.
he damn busy today.

I'M STILL A LAZY PIG!
facebook,my empire,sina,google
today fun than yesterday add on night club city,FIFA WORLD CUP
damn it pet society i can't open it so i blogging now :D

take seafood as my dinner tonight at butterworth with family.

here the picture :)

before i go to butterworth.
 the sunset too pretty,make me drunk♥♥
my cousin-aiden
with my cousin-brandon
cousin-clement
with my lovely mummy♥♥

after my dinner,FIFA WORLD CUP was starting
i have watch for while even though i totally didn't enjoy at all x)


MR YEO CHUIN CHIEN!!!
VS
MS CHOONG PUI CHING














o0o





















i'm gonna sleep right now,tomorrow 11am bus back to hostel
get crazy in bus for 6 hour alone!!!!


11 June 2010

my precious times

another day wasting my precious time in front lappy
facebook,my empire,pet society,sina,ebuddy,google and now blogging.
shoulder damn pain right now,i need pain killer~

i don't want to die before i meet robert pattinson


bebe,don't jealous ya...he just my idol and you're my star x)
today less contact with bebe,you too busy but i'm wiling to waiting for you.
i'm feeling sweet and warm even though we just talked for while.
i know you love me and missing me,me too sweetheart!!
i say i wants to tattoo when CNY
but you say i should wait for hong kong trip,i can't wait anymore
i'm just too expect since i primary school!!!
emmmuaccckkss,i know at last you will let me done it
perhaps we shall have an couple tattoo?
OMG 0_0
I CAN'T WAIT ANYMORE!!!

your magnet voice so sexy,its make me drunk ♥_♥
love you laogong.

i should take a rest,shoulder damn pain!!!




10 June 2010

days passed meaningless

days passed meaningless.

talking craps with nemo until morning,but i hard to get sleep of the damn weather.
wake up follow nemo go to school pick her brother,OMG
i go to our primary school and secondary school.suddenly all memory call me back
i damn miss the snack sell at outside school,but we forget bring wallet so we miss it!
next time we must go back buy our favourite snack.
after that nemo send me back home~
HOLY!!
i hate the weather,head dizzy!!!
after take shower and i decided to do my revision for my exam
HAHAHAHA.
open my textbook and i fall asleep~>.<''
i'm useless
i'm lazy
i'm tired
____sigh____

seriously,once i open book sure i fall asleep,except novel~
waiting fail in my exam!
assignment haven't done,lack of motivate and idea to start it.


after dreaming,don't know what to do~
open my wardrobe snap a photo~

this puzzle represent of bebe and me~
i love this puzzle :)

look,i'm wasting me time always,online after that
playing game~MY EMPIRE
playing with my brother...so noob,boring force me to do stupid >.<

go out dinner with mummy and brother
but we can't find a right place to taking dinner
so we buy nasi lemak,just coasted rm0.60 each small pack


finished dinner,continue my facebook and MY EMPIRE
now blogging >.<''


I HATE BEBE!!!!
TOTALLY HATE!!!!

 
GOODNIGHT!!!!


09 June 2010

another my days

i thought today will be an pleasant day,totally tired :0
heading to bank for few hour,rush to digi centre,celcom centre and maxis centre
back home at 5pm,my beauties come pick me to japanese restaurant
SHIT!!! off day~
sit at car waiting nemo come to meet us,then we go centre by her car
go too mr choo taking snack~
 after that,we turn around and around again
done nothing XD

next station,autumn

HAHAHAHAHA
so stupid,we didn't take any photo~:'(
always forget!!!

sigh____
my handphone low battery,can't accompany bebe until he sleep~
i thought i'll back home early,at last i overnight at nemo house.
she send me back home to take my charger and notice mummy
on the way back her home,i just realise i didn't take my phone
feeling faint directly!!!
i paid her car fuel money send me back home take my phone
arrrggghhhhhh,what inside my brain???
always forget this,forget those
if i can forget unhappy stuff,that's great...
wasting around half hour at least i reach nemo house..grgrgrgr!!!!
now i update my blog at her room,she watching movie at living room
funny~>.<''
 
some picture of me x)
take at nemo's room
so blur..

that's my day~


emmmuaccckksss,missing bebe T.T
bebe said to me before he sleep 
'彼此眼中有對方,已經稱得上幸福'
♥♥
I LOVE  YOU



08 June 2010

pleasant day


FEELING BAD RECENTLY.

today after take lunch i redyed my hair
here my picture~
my hair colour look not so clear through by picture
how your guys feel??
i feel so nice,i like it x)

hmmmmmm,i wants to talking about my baby
In a phone call, I get angry five, he is disgusting, but I love him.
something is past,we can't change our history
you said beside jealous,i should do something benifit our relationship
not go ruining it :'(
i know baby,sorry its all my fault
i'm just too stubborn.
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ohhh yeeaaa~
tommorow i'm gonna hang out with my beauties
they come fecth me and go to japanese restaurant >.<''
miss them much,so exicted can meet them soon~♥♥


laogong,you make me feeling sweet until melt before you sleep
HEHEHEHEHE
I LIKE TO LOVE YOU~
hope sweet and love moment always surround us
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tommorow will be an pleasant day :D :D



 



07 June 2010

need warm from you

sigh___

having argue with baby.
make me moody~

but still have some picture wants to sharing

HAHAHAHHA
my brother,its too hard to capture his face x)

capture when i damn boring while i waiting time to sleep
borrow from jaccy,thanks~
禁果之味-张小娴
她道出两性之间种种现实问题
好书,值得推荐
赞赞赞!!!!!!

[愛情像含笑飲砒霜]♥♥

sigh__
my chou bebe,i so miss you!!!
no matter how we argue,you still the one who i love~ 
tired because you've been running through my mind all night
rest well baby.
emmuccckkkss >3
hope tomorrow everything will be fine

i ⓛⓞⓥⓔ you ~ ♥.♥

goodnight folks.



have to wake up early,wants to redye my hair~yippee^^v

rainy heavy,need some warm from you baby.


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06 June 2010

mix mix mix


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ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
so lose myself today!!!!!!

what mood to be use for today,huh???
happy or moody??
don't know!!!

sigh___________

hmmmm,i had polish my nail today^^

here the picture x)

i wants to redye my hair after tomorrow
i wants to cut my fringe
i want this
i want those


i want my chou baby,where are you?Photobucket
just now on call with you,your voice is sexy!
your voice make me drunk and make me melt~
but so sad,you not beside me
if not,sure i will give you a big hug and a kiss
emmmuacckkkssss Photobucket


                                             let me feel your heart beat baby~Photobucket



baby,i miss you so much
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oh ya folks,forget sharing some 'pretty stuff' with you all~
i have a assignment must be done before 21 june 2010
HAHAHAHA.
can tell me how to do my assignment with 5000 word in two weeks without any information? anyone~please???
sigh_____

it was be my status on facebook few hour ago
but i having many nice comment from my friend x)
thanks ya all my dear~
i want to thanks OUTBAC MALAYSIA-DR YAP
sharing many idea and his opinion to me
i think i could be done my assignment before dateline with a prefect paper work^^v

emmmuacckkksss
love outbac
love friends
love my baby
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at last,i want to wish my friend-ELLY
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heheheh,you must happy happy!!!
love you~


goodnight folks.

[love everything around me,we should appreciate what we hold] =]