29 June 2010

enjoy my confuse world.

I'm realize that i damn lazy.
i have to endorse country name,city name and city code of north,central and south american,but i didn't.
central of american is damn many country and city its fucking hard to remember for me.
model 2 and sales test will coming soon at 26 july,
august i will be damn buzy, M3 M6 M9 M10 and M11
we need finish it in one month,is it possible for me?is it enough time for me??
english for business communications final exam set at 26 august
certification of city and guild,rm300 need to pay if i fail.
i can't found a right way to pay attention on my study,what im looking for??
i cant concentrate on my study anymore,i wants to meet my hubby.
i cant hold myself anymore.
cabin crew lesson will start at next month,should i join??
very sigh____

what kinda weird feeling right now??
moody,happy,scary,worry? :( :) :0 :$
i lost myself and my way,i guess so.
i'm stay in this condition since we seperate
i still thinking i live with he.
very helpless recently,dreamed everything about him evry day,every moment and second.
how could i live without he??
i'm wiling to bear the suffer of separate, its to be worth sacrific few years to exchange our whole life.
by the way, i'm very need he always,need his love ._.
waiting for miracle is the only way that i can done
repeat looking at your picture is the only way that cure my love sick.
beside this,what i do when i'm alone at midnight?HAHAAHAHA

i'm drunk in my own world,my loving world.
its awesome and sweet~~
enjoy my confuse world.
NO PAIN,NO GAIN.


pissed off myself tonight.


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