30 March 2010

困擾

好久沒寫部落格了
好懶惰

有太多的東西要寫
但要從何寫起?
不開心的又要努力去想起
何苦?

好不開心啊!
寶貝還有七天就走了
好不捨得你啦!
我們何時再相見?

要你別走好像是不可能的了
你要我別哭
你要我讓你走的安心
我真的很努力了
我很努力的
把淚水
忍到等你入睡時
才偷偷哭

好痛苦
我想到要分離的那一刻
我應該怎樣?
抱住你嗎?
吻別嗎?
說記得回來找我嗎?
說我等你嗎?

還是

流淚?


太多的情緒了

我應該如何?
誰能幫我?

痛苦的無法呼吸

朋友家人說我傻
說又不是生離死別
何必哭哭啼啼

我懂

但他們不懂
我們一天不見面
真的好想念對方了
而如今
這一別
會在哪年哪月再相見?
還是沒有機會見?
他們不懂我們的傷心

沒有人懂我們


很害怕每一天醒來
離你離去的那一天越靠近
眼淚也每天不斷的流
但我真的很辛苦
很害怕
我好害怕
分離
害怕感情變淡
害怕背叛
害怕你不要我

太多太多太多的害怕
困擾我
我懂我們應該好好過完這幾天
好傷心
越開心的過
越想到
以後此景已不再
好難過
你懂嗎寶貝?

我又要開始我的校園生活了
寶貝又要離開了
我又要開始想念他了


困擾它圍繞住我
  • 擔心寶貝要離開了
  • 擔心讀書的經濟問題
  • 擔心自己,寶貝和家人的健康
  • 擔心寶貝變心
  • 擔心讀不好
  • 錢該怎麽用?
畢業后(如果能)有工作了
我的錢應該如何用?
  1. 實現旅遊夢想
  2. 找寶貝
  3. 供弟弟讀書
  4. 家用
天啊~
夠用咩?

算了,是我想太多了
或許我根本沒本事
能如此~

還是先努力
好好讀書吧!

寶貝,你也是!
好好的努力做工
希望我們可以擁有同一個未來
我在這乖乖的等你~
你放心
我是你的!
你也是乖乖等我哦~
我愛你寶貝!


我們為彼此
加油

我們為彼此
等待

我們為彼此
打拼

我們為彼此
相愛

24 March 2010

disney and cartoon network

wen i was kid...
24 hr i was to hold on my favourite channel...
DISNEY and CARTOON NETWORK~
24 hr non-stop watching~
i cn endorse the movie schedule =p

bt i was long time din wacth the cartoon channel...
since my parent close those channel...

today suddenly my memory was calling back...
make me feel so missing...

i tell my mr.R~
wen i get married and have mine family...
i wan see the DISNEY AND CARTOON NETWORK channel...
perhaps i cn done it?
yes.i guess~=]

what's the point for write out at hre..
with my broken english?
hahaha....


22 March 2010

ALL BY MYSELF

When I was young

I never needed anyone

And making love was just for fun

Those days are gone

Livin' alone

I think of all the friends I've known

When I dial the telephone

Nobody's home



All by myself

Don't wanna be

All by myself

Anymore



Hard to be sure

Sometimes I feel so insecure

And loves so distant and obscure

Remains the cure



All by myself

Don't wanna be

All by myself

Anymore

All by myself

Don't wanna live

All by myself

Anymore



When I was young

I never needed anyone

Making love was just for fun

Those days are gone



All by myself

Don't wanna be

All by myself

Anymore

All by myself

Don't wanna live

Oh

Don't wanna live

By myself, by myself

Anymore

By myself

Anymore

Oh

All by myself

Don't wanna live

I never, never, never

Needed anyone

21 March 2010

feeling better

10s god...
i'm feeling better much right now~
bt i still have abit uncomfoortable...
soi din go wrk..
bt i wil go at dinner time~
BORED...

darling~
wat had hapen?
why u look so mody tis morning?
bcoz i throw u alone go wrking?
shagua...
ltr 3pm u rest cm bak fecth me ya...
i miss u right now...
muackksss~

LET'S SLIP NOW TO GET CURE =]

i'm felt so umcomfortable~

i'm so sick frm morning~
at first..i dunwan to go wrk...
bt i tink if i din go...
i will less few more hour to see you...
coz i was vry treasure the moment that v left..

so i was forced myself go wrking...
bt my was sprain...
its so pain...T.T
cnt walk properly..
so i go bak home to rest...
haiix...
after take a nap...
my head feel more pain
 and felt that my body burning like fire...
and my leg cnt move...
HELL~
1st time felt tat walk is so dificult for me..

after snd me bak hum..
my dear go bak wrking...
he seems like quite busy at dinner time...
i'm miss he so~
muackkx...

hope i faster cure up...
coz 0323 v goin
SUNWAY LAGOON
hurray~
so expectation...

CURE UP TML PLS~=[

20 March 2010

('o')~OMG

OMG~
my blog is holiday?
haha...
duno wat i busy lately~
blur2~confuse...

5 of april...
i move in hostel...
and start my new life...
STUDY LIFE^^
bt i'm so sad...
coz bebe 6 of april
around 3pm is time to fly sandakan...
gosh~
HELP ME!!!
y v muz separate??
i'm nt ready to leave u...
v life 2geter omst halff yr...
eliday wake up cn c ur s2pid sliping face...
eveday cn huging u~
nw sudenly change our life...
wen v will met up my sweet?
stil hav chance ornt?
i duno...

perhaps in next chinese new yr..
bt it still a vry long distance to reach tat day...
I'M NT TO GV UP U..
I'M NT TO GV UP OUR LOVE...
and i hope u done  it for me too~

i'm always loving and waiting for u...=]

GOODNIGHT my DEAR

06 March 2010

不要你走~=[

每一天都不願醒過來~
每一天醒來
就會想到離我們要分開的日子
越來越靠近了

每一天叫醒睡在我身旁的你
就會想到以後都不能這樣了

每天每天不斷的想
每次每次不停的哭
也是不能改變什麽


你最終還是要離開~

雖然知道你是爲了前途
爲了要賺到錢娶我
所以才放棄讀書的機會
去跟我爸學習做生意

真的很感動
因爲你竟然爲了要和我結婚
而努力去賺錢

可是這次的分離
是無限期的
我們何時能再見?

真的很害怕分離
我很捨不得你走~
但爲了前途
我不能自私

但我卻希望我真的可以自私
想你留在身邊
受不了見不到你的日子~

我愛你
不想你走~
真的不想...='[