31 January 2011

Guilty!!! :((((

你折磨了我 讓我陷入回憶裡生活
思念撕裂了傷口 寂寞就像迷宮走不到出口

夜催眠了我 帶我走入黑夜裡墮落
反反覆覆都是錯 難道清醒真是如此難求

將誓言塞進我耳朵 讓我聽不見在心外吶喊的自由
忘了自己還有選擇 傻瓜就是我


我將愛情塞進我的口 讓我變成啞巴不能判決你死囚
只好將你燒成大火 讓風帶走你的所有


忘了還有選擇 傻瓜就是我






你真的把我的心情弄得很乱。
你到底想怎样?
一,叫我等你
二,叫我走


你现在这样~
我真的不知应该怎样。
应该等你还是接受新的恋情?



你这样对我不公平。

我这样也对他不公平。




嘿,你看了一定很不开心吧?
对不起。
我真的还放不下他。
我还没完全死心。
他只要一出现就动摇了我~
虽然我口口声声大喊要放弃他
可是他一找我,我就动摇了。

对不起

所以我说还不是时候。
我需要很多时间。
这样对你不公平!
你这样浪费时间在我身上,如果最后没能一起呢?
我是不是又伤害你了?
我会内疚!


烦啊!
现在是怎样?
感觉很不开心!



不开心啊~



好想哭!:(((((



so wish to alone.
I hate love.
So,i'm not dare to love!





I'm still so miss him.
I'm still feel love to him.
I'm still can't let go.

30 January 2011

Today quite tiring~
Help mummy clean house T.T
I don't like to do housework!
Totally not!!

My stupid brother keep shock me.
Damn.
My younger brother take 2 earthworm came to me.
I scream and run.
Crying at last!!
My daddy don't came to help me and my mummy also.
Disappointed~ HAHAHA!
This is 2nd time i cry because of earthworm!



I HATE EARTHWORM!!

SO DISGUSTING!!!
PLEASE DON'T TAKE IT TO ME!!




A little bit unhappy~
i saw you add that bitch.
FINE.
i know we just ordinary friend.
I'll trying to let go and forget you.
Don't sad for you anymore~
Stupid  me.Its totally not worth anymore!



You're so good to me.
Even something happened that night :p
You really so SHAGUA.
Worth?











Stay Simple and Happy 










goodnight people >.^

29 January 2011

tired~

Yesterday off to time square again =.=v
BBQ PLAZA is always awesome. thumps up!
Dated a friend at there and we walk around time square.
Paula is damn bored so i asked her go back 1st.
Than we keep shopping.



Finally,i bought my dream shirt!!
At NICHII~at least i wait until this shirt got discount!!!
SATISFIED =)




After time square,sungai wang~looking shirt for my brother.
Next,we went to FAHRENHEIT, PAVILION ~
snowflake and also dinner at pavilion.
I bring he go to J.W MARRIOT hotel.
There have many theme restaurant.So high class~
They are so rich,suddenly felt ourself is so low standard.
Sometime we though we're enough good,actually we just a dust in this society.

Back home pack luggage and bath went to connaught ther.
Aikkzz~
Something happen here.

*PRIVATE*

actually i'm so scare~
but i din angry or hate it.
Don't felt guilty or sorry to me,because i know its really hard to control.
You know you did a mistake but its useless if you keep blame yourself.
Better you find a way to replace your fault.
Promised it wont happen next time.


Morning direct back hostel take luggage and go to take bus and back hometown.
Reach hometown 3pm~
My cousin who stay at SHANGHAI for many years never come back came to visit us just now.
Shocked.
Rushing to penang airport fetch my daddy.
Steamboat as our dinner.


Aikkzz,DAMN TIRED.



Miss the feeling of your warm hug,actually. >.<



goodnight =p

27 January 2011

...



Everybody needs a little time away, I heard her say, from each other
"Even lover's need a holiday far away from each other." 
Hold me now. It's hard for me to say I'm sorry. I just want you to stay. 

After all that we've been through, I will make it up to you. I promise to. 
And after all that's been said and done, 
You're just the part of me I can't let go. 

Couldn't stand to be kept away just for the day from your body. 
Wouldn't wanna be swept away, far away from the one that I love. 
Hold me now. It's hard for me to say I'm sorry. I just want you to know. 
Hold me now. I really want to tell you I'm sorry. I could never let you go. 

After all that we've been through, I will make it up to you. I promise to. 
And after all that's been said and done, 
You're just the part of me I can't let go. 

After all that we've been through, I will make it up to you. I promise to. 

You're gonna be the lucky one.

Today have a great weather,make me so sleepy.
Sleep too much,so tired :(



Daddy call me today,we talked so much~
i promise him i will accompany him in this CNY.
Accompany daddy go breakfast.I never accompany daddy go to breakfast~
because i always can't wake up in the early morning :P


Hmm,HAHAHA.
=.=v



goodnight.

26 January 2011

Trip XD

Today lecture told us the detail about exam.
I'm so nervous!!
Seriously,i don't have enough time to do revision even start from today.
Sigh__

Went to time square again just for lunch.
But,i go shopping again this time i didn't buy just go try.
Thrusday will go there again than i just go buy lah >.<'
This time really bankruptcy.


Having dinner at senior home.
A bit like reunion dinner for CNY.Feeling warm~
Yeah,this friday back hometown.
This year CNY should be a travel trip bahh!
Penang,Ipoh,Hyatt =)



I can't wait to go back home stick with my family.























 goodnight people :P





















Hmmm,那天你說你會遷就我。
有點小感動。
嘻嘻 =p

25 January 2011

費解。


男生女生不能只是好朋友嗎?
一定會發生感情嗎?

當不成情侶,也不能當朋友嘛?
這問題很深奧哦!
想不通~

謝謝你的好。
感動!
那麼多的緊張,那麼多的關心。



至於你~
幹嘛每天每天找我?
那麼那麼想和我聊?
為什麽爲什麽總要在有人我對好的時候,你才出現?



費解。











爱,一直在 你离开,不是爱 所以爱,谁都可爱 都应该,期待幸福未来 明白,我努力明白 现在,沉默的现在 痛说不出来 我猜,一个人乱猜 然后从伤害 慢慢释怀放开 你说我可爱,拥我入怀 我的心跳变快却实在 你说不可爱,转身要离开 傻傻站在,黑白人海 不必自己装可爱 爱,已不在 你离开,带走爱 所以爱,既然可爱 也可拆,什麽幸福未来 明白,你说的明白 现在,结束的现在 痛看不出来 我猜,就别管我猜 泪偏偏不乖 这时候掉下来 你说我可爱,拥我入怀 我的心跳变快却实在 你说不可爱,转身要离开 傻傻站在,黑白人海 不必为你装可爱,我不可爱 你说我可爱,拥我入怀 怎么心跳变快不实在 说我不可爱,转身就离开 幸福之外,黑白人海 也许早该割爱,只是我现在...渴爱 
晚安

23 January 2011

I'm fears





Oh my gosh
Baby, let me
I did it again, so I'mma let the beat drop
Oh my

Baby, let me love you down
There's so many ways to love you
Baby, I can break you down
There's so many ways to love you

Got me like, oh my God, I'm so in love
I found you finally, you make me want to say

Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh, oh my gosh
You make me want to say
Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh

I fell in love with shawty when I seen her on the dance floor
She was dancin' sexy, p-p-poppin', droppin', droppin' low
Never, ever has a lady hit me on the first sight
This was something special, this was just like dynamite

Honey got a booty like pow, pow, pow
Honey got some boobies like wow, oh, wow
Girl, you know I'm lovin' your, lovin' your style
Check, check, check, check, check-checkin' you out, like

Oh, she got it all
Sexy from her head to toe
And I want it all and all and all

Baby, let me love you down
There's so many ways to love you

Baby, I can break you down
There's so many ways to love you

Got me like, oh my gosh, I'm so in love
I found you finally, you make me want to say

Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh, oh my gosh
You make me want to say, you make me want to say
Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh oh

Fell so hard for honey out of all the girls up in the club
This one got me whipped just after one look, yup, I fell in love
This one something special, this one just like dynamite
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh, out of sight

Fell in love with honey like my, oh my
Honey, look, you're wonderful, fly, so fly
Honey like a super-model, my, oh my
Baby, how you do that make a grown man cry

Oh, baby, you got it all
Sexy from her head to toe
And I want it all and all and all

So honey let me love you down
There's so many ways to love you
Baby, I can break it down
There's so many ways to love you
Got me like, oh my gosh, I'm so in love
I found you finally, you make me want to say

Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh, oh my gosh
Oh my gosh, oh my, oh my
Oh, o-oh my gosh

Oh my gosh
I did it again, so I'mma let the beat drop
O-o-oh my, o-o-oh my my my my my my
Oh my gosh

O-o-oh my, o-o-oh my my my my my my
Oh my gosh
O-o-oh my, o-o-oh my my my my my my
Oh my gosh







You make me wanna say OH MY GOSH.
What you told me i'm totally get shocked.
But everything let it be natural and pass to the fate and time to decided.
I'm not ready to in love.
I'm not dare to love in current situation.
Sorry. :(
I'm fears of LOVE


Heyyy,you!!
Why you keep find me recently?
不要在我學會不再想你的時候,你卻來撥動我的心弦。








呢個新年我會在屋企好好陪我老豆老母同我阿婆。=)

Pretty sunday morning

Hi!

Pretty sunday morning.



Curious why i'm so early wake up and blog?
Hmm,not i'm wake up early,actually i just came back.
Last night 12.30am movie HOME COMING.
Than when to MCD chit chat until 6am and take away breakfast for my friend.





Thanks to accompany whole night,you're so kind.=)




I'm gonna sleep now XD








22 January 2011

不是全部。

懒洋洋的周末。
无聊。


这几天,为何你一直找我?
是真的有重要事呢?
还是你终于想起我了
时间真的可以改变一切。
但并不是全部。

Bankurptcy













Ahahaha.Ignore my big tummy :(
Sei mou?
I'm so fat liao..babi betul!!


Today went to 1 utama.
Firstly i don't know there can let me spend so much 
because ther mostly is branded shop.
Manatau~==
I spend rm200++!!!
Kanasai~
Over budget liao lohh weiii T.T
Tapi horr~i buy d all is branded geh than got discount so many.
What i hesitate for?
On bahh of course!!

Nahh,this is what women like when we shopping without thinking.
After bought just plan lorrr.
I get 3 single,one t shirt and two jeans.
2 Iphone casing,one devil one angel.So cute nehh~!!
Sound so less but need spend rm200++ not so worth right?
I think so.But semua branded d mahh..>.<
I wanna buy beg and shoes lagi ahh..
I wanna change a hair style tim.
Money easy gone!!
Never mind bah,if CNY go Thailand i just buy lorr~


今天要吃士林夜市的蚵面线so badly.
But that people said finish jor,he told me at old wing ther still got.
== kanasai d lorr,i walked from new wing to old wing need take bout 25 minute bah.
Lazy larr,walked until my leg so pain.
I need pain killer worr~Aikkss!


Tomorrow movie?hehe..
Bankruptcy!!



Goodnight readers.
Have a nice day =)
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤












(Oh ya,today at LRT on the way to 1 utama,i saw many鬼佬,他们帅毙了!)
心情大好!thumps up  \(^o^)/!

21 January 2011

笑死我。

你真的很好笑。=)




 每天大笑会更健康又美丽

20 January 2011

Parents are love.


































that picture capture when i stay at subang.


Today went to movie Great Day.
Omg,so touching and make me tears keep drop :(
After watch this i think you all will more treasure your parent.
They are awesome and love.


I love my parent.
This CNY,i must more accompany my daddy.
Last time i saw him it would be half years ago i guess.
Miss him so much :(



Daddy,love you.


19 January 2011

how bout you?

This thurday i'm going to 1U.
Go meet my secondary school sista.
We had been 2 more year didn't meet up.
Can't await.


最近的日子过得不错,你呢?


18 January 2011

Empty

Aiyo,lazy and nothing to write today.

EMPTY MOOD. ;)


做远远看护的月光,不做阻挡你的墙。

Hope the people that around me happy forever.^^v

17 January 2011

Tired.

Line suck.
Can;t upload picha TT
 
Tired,sleep early lah.
 
 
 
stay tuned.
 
 
 
 
Today meet a secondary friend,he so funny :)


15 January 2011

Yrrr,awkward oh.

Awkward,but still enjoyable with a lovely friend.
Overnight at here for two days.
Tomorrow open house,syok!

Hehe.
Paula sleep beside me again :)


goodnight folks.

14 January 2011

SO MUCH

Today after exam went to movie.
Paranormal activity is damn noob movie.

Mood swing as usually.
I said i must let you go,but i just couldn't.
I'm missing you,SO MUCH.
 
You mess up my life when you gone.
A heart that full of scar and sadness is quite alone and empty now.
 
 Uhh,forget about it.
Don't want miss a guy that leave me alone.

Its late now,sleep better.



离开你是傻是对是错
是看破是软弱
这结果是爱是恨或者是什么
如果是种解脱
怎么会还有眷恋在我心窝
那么爱你为什么 
 
 
 
 
 
I'M STILL SO WEAK.
BUT I'M OK. 





13 January 2011

Be happy my babe :(





 Wao,get shocked.
Tonight get nightmare~!!

 From the naked look
than with eyes lashes
How i become a horror women?
Because i'm over free,than i drawing at my face.
Hehehe,so 38~!




Nemo,be tough.
I'll always here for you.
As my promise,i upload those 38 picture to make you laugh.
Laugh lah~more leng lui ah.
Heart pain saw you so sad :(
I also very sad,but i also don't know what to do.
LOVE you always.
Be happy nemo babe.



該哭的是你,而不是我。我失去的只是一個不愛我的人,你失去的是一個深愛你的人。