七

七年前一場雨　下在我心裡
　撿起我的是你　我相信命運
　認真的回報你　你說的話我都信

　我願意　模糊我的眼睛　不想看清
　我可以　美化你的多情　到歇斯底里

我願意　原諒你　七回　傷害我　七回
　傷害　不到底　我就　死不了心
　再想你　七回　再懷念　七回
　就讓　我軟弱　頹廢　直到麻痺
原諒你　七回　傷害我　七回
　再多點　傷心　我就會　死了心
　原諒你　七回　我把愛　收回　
　去你的天大恩惠　別讓我用幸福來賠

　七年後一場雨　下在我心裡
　丟棄我的是你　我終於相信
　任何事沒有一定　用不著覺得可惜

　我無意　認同你的多情　杯盤狼藉　

　原來我　在過去的期間裡　是七分之一

愛你很好 不愛你更好

愛你很好

不愛你更好

這樣我不會因你的異性緣太好而心癢癢

想你很好

不想你更好

這樣我不會因看不到你而四處尋找

擁抱你很好

沒擁抱你更好

這樣我不會期待你的雙手給我一個深情的回報

吻你很好

沒吻你更好

這樣我不會依戀你口中那殘留淡淡香煙味道

陪你很好

不陪你更好

這樣我可以和幾個死黨放肆地在街上遊盪

相戀很好

不相戀更好

這樣我無須擔心下一秒你是否會離我而去

很多事和你一起做佷好

很多事沒和你一起做會更好 

可是我還是喜歡你,會想起你,想擁抱你

雖然沒有更好的理由

但我願意為你擔心為你煩惱

直到閉上雙眼,看不見明天的太陽

只因為你對我如此重要

為何？

無心翻回舊網頁看見我們以往的照片

如今面目全非

眼淚忍不住滴落在鍵盤

問你為何不在乎

你的消失讓我心寒

你的承諾只是謊言嗎？

我很愛你

愛的要死

你愛我一下會死嗎？

这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下

我痛了那麼久為何還放不下？

 

 

是犯賤還是愛自虐?

PAIN

 

 So hope to press the button and delete you from my brain.

You pissed off me.

I can't the caring from you.

I can't feel the warm & love from you.

You said you will love me FOREVER~

Okayy,i'm admit i'm too naivy because believe FOREVER.

 What had you done recently??

You hide something from me for that BITCH.

Not first time and also wont be last time. 

What so secret huh??

FOREVER wont tell me~HAHAHAHA

My heart feel so lonely and cold. 

You sleep beside me how many years and days?

You said FOREVER this world to me because a BITCH?

You have so many request for me,how bout you?

I'm not perfect and you too!!!

Do you qualified my request???

I want you honestly to me wont hide anything from me.

Is it too hard for you?? 

終於被你推到　心碎的邊緣　我看見　你的眼　說再見
從未得到一句　愛我的誓言　卻送上　我愛你　一萬年
早已習慣被你傀儡的纏綿　你要我怎麼做我都無言
如果分手難免請餵我一個吻　在毀掉　我之前
為你留下第一滴淚那熱淚燙傷我的臉
再也無顏　面對明天　一想你就到深淵
為你留下第一滴淚　我愛上痛哭的滋味
當你吻我顫抖的嘴　我的心忽然被撕裂

Unstable

Heart so unstable!!!

 

 

 

Even we together,will happy mehhh?? 

 

 

 

You will care my feeling??

THANKS :)

Just simple passed my birthday.

Not much friend beside me and celebrate it but nevermind.

Simple and nice :))

Went to penang and overnight there.

Shopping day and eat until too full~

My friend sitting beside not said happy birthday to me but using message,how weirdo?

hahahaha

Cut birthday cake without song,candle without light.

 Get a birthday song from a person who take my heart but not belong to me.

 and 133 person wished me at facebook.

THANKS TO YOU ALL.

ARRGGHH,lazy write too much.

 The present are so PINKY and GIRLY.

but this is the first present from both of you in this ten years we knew each other.

Sound sad :(

actually not that sad,even no celebrate or present but our friendship never end.

LOVE both of you.

❤ ❤ ❤

 

Tattoos boys

I wants to hate you.

but i can't.

you words caused my mood swing every moment.

so hope you still mine,but you're not.

How many years you appeared in my world???

How many days we had been didn't meet up?? 

I'm still yours??

you still mine??

How many years and days we need to pass to show our fate??

sometimes,i tired.

you'll appeared in my mind ,when i tried not to think about you.

I hate but i love you :((

I love the boys with tattoos.

re-dyed my hair :))

tomorrow go penang with my babes celebrate my birthday,overnight there.

How envy?

看到朋友們一個個都嫁出去，雖然多數是帶球。

說不羨慕死是假的。

我只是想要個愛人，也沒有。

想要有張情侶照也難。

多可悲？

老爸說要送我生日禮物。

突然想到更好的禮物，只是不懂值不值得。

價錢讓我猶豫不決。

Went to cut hair today,satisfied.

Tomorrow perhaps re-dye my hair :)

goodnight folks.

All the best

china

 rubbish buy from china

Nothing to write actually.

Tired for taking  6 hours bus.

 

After reach home take dinner than my sweety came to pick me go starbuck.

tomorrow she sit for STPM,she not worry but nervous. :p

i go ther used her lappie online and watch her do revision at last minute.

Just a while,she close the book and said we go to station one =.=''v

How pro??

hahahahaha.

Anyway,wish you all the best :)

Like to spend all the time with you and her    ;❤

Exhausted

Just came back from china.

i not took so much photo.

i think below 30,not that mood to took photo even group photo.

i do not like china but i enjoyed the weather.

Exhausted,sleepless everyday.Yawn~

 

 

Later go back hometown :)

 

 

 

 

4 more days my birthday,hmmm.

 

 

 

goodnight  ;♥

Off to SHANGHAI

feel so sick,damn it.

don't sick at shanghai please!

seriously,not excited but nervous.

not go travel but practice

don't know have what stupid activity.

shanghai almost turn to winter,there so windy and cold i think.

i don't have swimsuit so i can't join the hot spring at hotel.

but i wonder why need to wear swimsuit.*rolling eyes*

i thought just use a towel cover our body.

FUNNY.

alone at room waiting the coach send us to airport.

so blogging again.

one week can't online,how pity？

too bored,so i painting my nail with black.

brunch at johor.

ohhh,so bored.nothing to do!

miss my all friend so much :(

after shanghai back to hometown a week become a mushroom i guess.

ahhhaiiizz,throat ah throat don't always pain,i beg you.

after pain don;turn to cough please.

 what a cute song. :D

damn,i forget what time the coach will reach here.

3.45am or 4.45am?

i so worry forget to bring passport,even now lying in my beg.

anyone forget to bring passport?so expect to see it.

nothing to write actually.

all the rubbish at here.

if you feel wasting time to read it then you can't get out.

but you read.

hahahaha

i think i should go take a bath.

 and prepare although i don't know what time the coach reach.

haiiixxx..bye bye malaysia :(:):s:/:0

shanghai!!!