happy / worry

hmmm

 i'm feeling happy today :)

my roommate -xian

wake up in the early morning,she cook for me and jaccy

even just a simple dish,but its enough

better than bread

thanks a lot indeed.

have a lot of fun at class today

mr.goh was get sick,he absent,so andrew replace he teach us EBC

our class suppose finish at 5pm,but we dismiss at 3pm

so we going to jusco with a group of gossip girl =p

elly,rachel,xian,jaccy,fum and me

go by fum's car

this friday rachel will celebrate his 21 birthday

so we go research price of cake

secret recipes or baskin robbin?

hmmm,let her chose her favourite gorgeous cake 

rachel birthday on friday

sigh___

i ask her change to thrusday,so that a lot of classmate and senior can join and celebrate for her

and i can go back to hometown on friday until monday

huhuhu...my schedule so full

i'm look like extremely busy,actually just full of entertainment

trip of the BALI is it still on??

will going on FEB??

don't go on CNY please

i wants to meet my dear at KK

sigh___

just now bebe look so disappointed because he feel i more prefer go BALI than go meet he

you think too much my dear

BALI / BEBE

sure i'll chose the second that one

bebe is most important for me!

beside that  BALI i also wants to go

see how i arrange ya my sweetheart??

don't worry i will dump you alone to pass CNY

i sure will go visit you

because i to await my surprise from you~

i'm really so expect

wait me ok my dear??

10 months to go~~

damn long time!!!

hope the time can passing quickly

tomorrow have a exam,INTRO and EBC

no body do revision

many friends accompany me to get fail

this is my first exam when i get into academy

they see me,fairly calm when the exam is so close as tomorrow afternoon

and we still hang out to chit chat,talking ghost story

playing,go everywhere to spend our time and wasting time on internet doing useless stuffs

this is what we call relaxing

its a good way to relax when before getting serious on exam and study

anyone agree with me? :))

i'm so worry about my study!!

i don't want get fail~

guarantee i'll get terrible score tomorrow

WORRY

WORRY

WORRY

sigh__

i wants to wake up in 10.30am morning

i wants to do revision for last time

is it possible i can wake up in the early morning?

can you imagine??

holy~

anyway,i'll try my best to achieve my goals

all RISM classmate wish you all the best :))

goodnight folks

sweet dream my laogong

miss you >3

 

sigh_______

2008+2009

our memories :))

so sweet~

hehehehe.

i use it be my desktop screen saver

everyday can see my lovely wallpaper

i really miss you so much

miss until gonna crazy

can you come back to me?

i need you always

i'm feeling weak and lost without you my sweetheart

sigh____

i have a lot heart feeling wants to sharing with you

i can't express my feeling through a cold hand phone as well

i want face to face

lips to lips

may i??

i wish i have a shoulder to let me cry,anyone?

bebe,are you feeling tired or suffer on your working?

i know you very pressure on every things

work,income,family and me~

don't worry about me please..

you know i love you deeply

try to believe it can or not?

i'm not like that BITCH will betray you

i'm appreciate you 

i'm love you

i wants to be with you forever

don't give yourself too much pressure

enjoy every days

be happy my dear

i facing some trouble currently

i can't going on by every lecture

 where is my study mode?

help me switch on,please..anyone?

wednesday have a exam

i'm not ready to sit for my exam

i haven done my revision

I DONE NOTHING

OMG..0_0''

so scare!!!

why i still so lasy??

i wants to get good result

 but i totally lack of motivation to do my revision

i think i use ''give up'' to describe will more suitable

HAHAHA.

feeling tired,a lot indeed

i passing abnormal days~

i can't let my folks know about it...

they will ''HAPPY'' because of me!!!

hehehehe

                                                         ♥♥ I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY   ♥♥   

[i need you,muackss]

YOU MAKE MY DAYS BRIGHT

wake up in the early morning

sigh___

very tired and sleepy

rush to breakfast and go bus stop

sleep in bus..

i'm miss you badly

i misunderstand you

so sorry.

every things will be fine my sweetheart

don't think too much

i always be with you :)

please don't sad

please don't feeling guilty

every things was pass

you told me we can't change the history

but we must appreciate our future

that is most important

never look back.

what i want,i just want you love me

you say you will spend whole life with me

i waiting you prove it

don't cheat me please~

i know you very hardworking

you say you must success 

you want more income

and you have a plan for me

a little surprise :)

but need some money

if lack of money,the plan will stuck

so,you wants to save money just for make a little surprise for me

my birthday present you also done plan

CNY,Valentine you also plan

hehehe.

feeling sweet at all~huhuhuh ^^v

even can't go on by the plan

but i'm feeling happy and sweet

because your heart every moment is thinking about me

plan how to celebrate with me

wants to make me happy

i just wants to tell you

 ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥  

 I'M FEELING HAPPY BE WITH YOU

YOU MAKE MY DAYS BRIGHT

THANKS YOU

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥

火藥味代替了思念

分開后

彼此存在着一種不真實的感覺

雖然彼此信任

但難免懷疑

分開后

除了強烈的思念

也參雜着爭執

今天火藥味代替了思念

我不停忍讓

好想知道

你怎麽了？

火氣好大

但，也讓我感受到我以前對你撒野的感覺

真的不好受

對不起

 

今天不停的爭執

只是一天

我覺得好累了

你是怎樣過這兩年？

忍讓中

多次燃燒起我的怒火

忍不住要破口大罵

 

算了

不想提起

只想問你

明天繼續

是嗎?

允許我喊累嗎？

只想平淡的過每一天

可以嗎？

我只想甜蜜的想你

批准嗎？

想你卻要搞冷戰

閙夠了嗎？

 

請讓我和你開心的走下去

不難吧？

going back to hostel tomorrow

damn boring!

i wants to stay with my family :(

sigh______

today went out with family

going to repair sun glass

i get my sun glass

here the picture

 with a stupid look

anyway,i like it!

before heading to repair sun glass

mummy bring me go to eat LAKSA

omg.

my favourite~

yummy^^V

at least i get it since i work at KL

wait for long time..

nothing feeling right today

wednesday exam

i haven do revision

homework i haven done

what's i going on???

holy!!

totally exhausted on every things today

i should get some rest!

maybe i really need a shoulder,anyone?

i miss you,but you ignore me :((

goodnight folks.

 

thank you

I'm so worry you won't text me in this morning

luckily you find me

you didn't angry me anymore

just telling me you're feeling heart pain

why i will hide it from you

i never done those hurt stuff to you before

I'm so sorry about that

sigh___

you didn't angry instead to apologize to me

I'm shocked

you said you don't spend much time with me lately

you're concentrate in your work

no matter how you hard working

my dad still doubt you

this is your last time to get a nice career

so you can't lose this chance

you must prove to my dad

when i see your world

I'm feeling upset because i not empathize instead of make you feeling bleeding

i always make some mistake in bloody unsuitable time!

really sorry about all :((

you're so kind

just awake and you chose to forgive

you said i should said 3 magical world

I LOVE YOU

love can cover every things.

i can feel your love to me

you super love me indeed

instead of me,i can argue bout those stuff non-stop

hehehe

i'm a miser =p

you make me have a sweet smile :))

today hang out with my beauties

she accompany me go to prune my hair

here the picture :)

after that we heading to village mall buying movie ticket

11 ticket of fire off

i just accompany her,i didn't take the movie

then we go to old town spend our half day

have a lot of joy with her =]

our second round change to summer pearl

i date evonne

she come with boy friend

sigh___

make me jealous T.T

have a nice talk with them

before i wan pay

evonne boy friend pay for us

thanks:)

my beauties,our 10 years friendship will not the end

friend forever ^^v

i should thanks to my husband

thanks to forgive me

thanks to keep loving me

thanks to waiting for me

thanks to done every things for me

thanks to let me love you

 ♥ THANK YOU MY HUSBAND  ♥ 

♥ I CAN'T STOP LOVING YOU ♥  

      ♥ I LOVE YOU FOREVER ♥       

          

SORRY MY HUBBY! =[

I'm feeling empty

i done some mistake

i know its my fault no matter how explain

i know i made a wrong decided

so sorry about it!!!

my fault at all~

i shouldn't chose hide from you

i should be honest

I'm just worry argue again

so i hide

and i regret wants to explain

i was forget,i swear

even just a simple sentences but i forget

i know its too late to apologize

sigh__

forgive me my dear!!!

please

you sure get hurt

I'm feeling regret

you'll give up everything include me?

i scare you'll angry

i scare you'll dump me

i scare you won't find me anymore

will you??

i hear you crying

i feel i wants to suicide because i hurt you

no idea to pamper you and pray you forgive me :((

so sorry at all

i miss you so much

but i not dare find you

i scare you'll not text me and take my call

I'll disappointed

but i know you more disappointed on what i done

sigh____

i'm so sorry

i regret on what i done

no next time i swear

i know you won't believe anymore

SORRY!!

i miss you so much

i love you

[i'm still yours!]

sleepy

yesterday elly come our hostel overnight

sigh__

we chit chat until 8.30am

then elly fall asleep

hehehe.

sha po...

then 11am wake up then go lunch woth housemate

we late again

and i fall asleep again

sorry,mr goh!!

 

after class,fum send us go back to hostel

then we take our beg

and heading to bukit jalil

we are going back to our sweet home :)

jaccy go back melaka

and i with my brother go back kedah

on the way go back

chit chat with brother

we never chit chat so much before

have a nice talk.

 

bebe very busy this few days

i'm so worry you,you know??

i'm worry you exhausted

i'm worry you'll give up

i'm worry you unhappy

and you are thinking too much baby~

of cause i know what you done all is for me

i'm apperciate it

i know you very tired very unhappuy

but you never complain

you tell me you still can patient because of me

you can bear all the difficult 

except i dumped you

you scare you'll losing me

ohhh....so sweet my honey!!

don't worry about it please

don't forget about our promise

i'm not kidding

i'm serious to tell you

i'll waiting for you

i'm yours

i'll be with you no matter how

please remember my dear...

i'm not big liar

believe the truth baby

muacckksss

i LOVE ryei laogong

goodnight folks

人性-恐怖

三個星期的課

可以看到大家的戰爭

一個小時的遊戲

可以看透人心

兩年的感情

可以放心把自己交給你

我愛你 =]

社會還是複雜

人性還是醜陋

現實還是殘酷

我寧願孤單

也不願加入戰爭

我要置身事外

也不許多理

晚安

meaningless

today at class fall asleep again

sigh__

switch off my sleep mode please!!!

i hate myself always can't concentrate

i feeling i'm wasting my parents money

so i try my best to completed all my homework and pass up

no matter how i lack of idea and answer

i don't want doing nothing

that's was so scary

i done my work,at least i knew i was going by every lecture

andwer was confirm us our ''SHANGHAI'' trip is going on november

hurray~

winter time^^

going for a week with senior too

almost 50 student of RISM

sure will have a lots of fun

but without bebe,sure feeling meaningless at all

sigh__

may we will heading to KLCC-sky bridge

and many place

june we'll going to seremban for our team building

all activitiy same like NS

holy...i hate those activity

suck for me!!!

august we'll heading to penang for two days

and go for the ''STAR CRUISE''

our ''BALI'' trip maybe will instead to ''HONG KONG''

sigh__

i more prefer '' BALI''

''HONG KONG'' i pay a visited before

no matter how,its better than sit at classroom =p

i know bebe very envy i can go play

and he get suffering at ther

sigh__

how could i go by happy without you my dear??

''you are my everything''

一切缺少了你，是一種遺憾

but,what can i do beside pamper you and support you??

don't worry i'll give up you baby...

i'll always be with you

and i won't forget what you told me before you sleep

your final target~

i know we can complete it!!!

fight for it my love =]

after class

i sit at office with jaccy chating with janice and xiao ping

have a nice talk :))

and we heading to supermarket

and i buy some junk food

 

hehehe

not too much at all

i don't want fat like my enemy

wahahahahaha

she so fat

fat girl

sigh_________

after taking dinner with xiao ping and jaccy

come back room

facing my laptop again

and finish my homework

and my days passing without any meaning~

another new day now...

still meaningless...

HOLY!!!

miss bebe so much :(

be tough

今天的寶貝狀況不太好

很心疼

我多希望我能陪在你身邊

哪怕只是一分鐘

你後悔選擇這條路

因爲我們必須分離

我懂你只是訴苦而已

我知道你會咬緊牙根

挨過去的

我會陪着你的

我們一起加油好嗎寶貝？

 不要忘記我一直陪着你的

要堅強

我也是會堅強

我相信我們的愛是堅定的

我愛你

晚安 =]

寧靜

嚮往的只是寧靜-和平

卻也是最難得到的

就算擁有,也是短暫的

但那段日子肯定最美好

寧靜過去了

不平靜的_來了

感覺到了

對不起

stand and fight it

suddenly wants to write my second post today

even now almost morning

i haven't feeling sleepy

because my baby still working

i'm feel so heart pain

he can't sleep

i worry he tired

sigh__

i so hope i can beside you every moment

i hope i can make you laugh

i hope i can make you feeling warm

i hope i can make you happy

but..only a hope

i don't want seperate with you agains

i feeling suffer

i hate the feeling of lonely

i hate we just can message,talk phone,msn,webcam

those feeling is so fake

i can't feel you baby

i miss you is the only way that i can do at here

you too

beside that...

still is miss each other

i'm scare you will losing your patient to wait me

i'm scare i losing you

i'm scare you will disapear in my world

you say me is your everything

me is your whole world

you know when i hear it

i'm really feel so happy??

i'm so important for you

i'm your everything

you still remember

our year anniversary??

''you are my everything''

i can feel you heart.

you are my everything too baby

without you everything is meaningless

you always say to me too

i realise that i'm really love you recently

i know from some notes and magazine

他們說

''當你不知不覺的把他的生活習慣和小細節融入你的生活時

你已經愛上他了

你已經把他和自己融合了''

i realise that i'm doing the same stuff with you

i likes to drinks what you likes

i likes to do what you likes

i likes to eat what you likes

i'm in love with you

i'm really love you

you remember what i told you?

i believe that some days you will become my husband

i believe that some days i will become your wife

i'm believe that loving you is 幸福的 :)

i know we still have many thing haven't done

we are having same target

travel,married,family and some more

i can't list out

hehehe.

because i know you will remember what you promise me

i don't want remind you :)-

i know you will hold my hand and togeter fulfill our dreams

complete our life one bye one

i start to miss you badly again

windy again

morning again

lonely again

without you again

______sigh______

i LOVE you,laogong

nothing gona change my love for you

you are mine forever

muackkss!!!!!!!^3^

愛我的資格

愛我的資格-S.H.E

把手放了　我也許會比較快樂

           我也許會換個情人　我也許不會再撐

                                                       真的夠了　能不能讓雨別再下了
                                                       能不能讓心別再疼了　能不能不要開燈
                                       我們的愛跟著你寫的劇本　出現了越來越多的角色
                                     我是你什麼人　如果不是情人　是不是不要再浪費我的人生
                                                                     你比我更清楚
                                            你對我多好　多溫柔　多認真　不構成愛我的資格
                                       除非你只看著我　想著我　只有我　愛本來就該獨一無二
                                       為你傷心多一點　少一點　流下的眼淚都一樣不值得
                         世界上那麼多人　只有我一個人　能拯救自己的快樂　不要再為你哭

心情爛透

此刻我在想什麽

沒有人會知道

也沒有人需要知道

甚至連他也不知

最近怎麽了？

搞不懂

對不起

我的他

我們還能撐多久？

不敢想

我想你了

你還是不在

晚安

:?

totally moody today

i thinking back what i hate

its make me bloody moody

so we cold war :(

we are very miss each other actually

at last you find me first :)-

you said you miss me

don't want argue

its enough

so i start to control myself

don't angry anymore

sorry dear

this few days always like that

always argue for those suck stuff

i'm very happy at last

because you still remember what you had promise before

you said no matter how long time

you also will wait me to forget those stuff

this life i can't forget

you will wait until next life

i don't know your promise its true or fake

but i wants to believe

am i stupid??

i believe that is true

i believe everythings you said

i believe you won't cheat me

but you done few time

and make me feeling hurt deeply

i forgive you

but i hope no nextime

you know i will leave if you cheat me or betray me

you know i always believe what you said

i'm very naivy

you know that well

i really love you

how bout you??

love me or hate me?

sigh_____

what a tired day

moving home today

start at 8pm

and end at 2.30am (include bath,eat)

but i'm not feeling any tired

because i miss you??

hehe.

my new room can see KL view

so nice=]

its make me miss you again

i wants to see night KL view with you

here so windy,i feeling cold

can you hug me??please...

i hope you will always be with me

always prepare when i need you

i need you always

sigh__

i so miss you

now is 5.30am

i still facing my laptop

bebe,me in your dream now??

i really hope can have chance togeter see KL view with you

really feeling so peace,so fresh,so pretty

good morning bebe =)

picture of KL view from my hostel

想念寶貝

今天早上被電話吵醒

fum信息我說載不到我去巴士站

然後我就在煩惱

我因該怎樣搭LRT去呐

想着想着

又昏睡過去了

我又發夢了

我夢到我搭LRT去找寶貝

心裏真的興奮到不懂該怎麽形容

那夢好真實

突然LRT一開門

我也醒過來了

我還在房間

原來只是一場夢

那一刻，失落得好想大哭

好傷心

我真的以爲可以見到你

一切只是夢

心裏多麽難受

想哭卻已難過到沒淚水哭了

真的很失落，好難過

最後我收拾心情

起床，打理好一切

就趕着去上課

雖然最後我還是遲到了

因爲fum不能載我

所以哥哥說不要囘了

下個星期才囘

又再次失望了

放學回家

忙着搬家

搬去一閒更大的家

我的房間望出去

可以看到KL的夜景

心裏還是不開心

畢竟我曾經和寶貝一起仰望一片天空，夜景

又再想念你了

寶貝睡前，和我通電話

他說想到未來這幾年我們會一直分開

他不開心

他不習慣沒有我在他身邊

寶貝，我又何嘗不是呢？

我安慰他說

''只要我們彼此不放棄對方

不放棄這段愛

我們一定會有未來

況且我們現在的分離

就是爲了我們的將來啊

我答應你無論如何

我都會和你在一起

因爲我相信，你會是陪着我到老的寶貝

我很愛你''

寶貝，我說的都是真的

我不是在逗你

相信我的真心

我無論如何都囘和你在一起

[當然除了你背叛我]

不過我知道你不會

我也不會

我只要你一個

知道嗎？

身邊有太多太多的事物讓我不斷想念你

寶貝，我想你想到瘋了

你是不是也很想我？

晚安，寶貝

 愛你是幸福的=]

lolipop

 i'm not sure i want post what title today..

because i always talking non-sense

haha :)-

i can't sleep well in this morning

i feel so pain my throat

really uncomfortable

and i message with bebe

haiix.

and i think back the moment that i just togeter with bebe

when i sick,bebe buy medic for me

and buy me a big lolipop

hehe~

bebe,you still remember i say u owe me 7 big lolipop?  =))

and you bring me go airport buy my memory..

because when i was small

everytime my dad oversea and come back

sure will at diffrent airport buy lolipop for me

but the lolipop too big

everytime i can't finished

and mum start to scolding my dad

haha.

and i think back i feel so sweet

beecause my dad still will buy lolipop for me

even scolding by mum

and you bring me go buy a frog face lolipop

capture in 2008

still a stupid face with a frog lolipop

well,at last the lolipop i still can't finished

even i share with bebe =]

how sweet huh?

2008-2009-2010

everytime you beside me

and when i was sick

u sure will take sweet and cheat me to eat medic

you so love me.

i love you too =]

i like to be a kid when you beside me

i always act coquettishly

because i like you love me.

now you not beside me

i hate to eat medic without your love and sweet

sorry bebe~

i din't do what should i do

i escape eat cough medic

i hate the smell

and taste

make me feel want vomit

sorry bebe

i was stray from tittle ~

and i just sit a bed dreaming

and thinking back our sweet memory

haiix.

its make me miss you badly again

after that i bath,eat bread,eat medic

and rushing to class

feel so hot the wheater

and when my lecturer start to talking

and i feel sleepy

my eyes want to close

but i know i can't sleep

if i sleep i was wasting my parents money

so i hold on

but feeling suffer

my snivel always want come out

and i feel my nose not mine :((

haiix.

after class i go buy some pencil bla bla bla

with jaccy and ah xian

and we back to hostel take laptop

go to computer lab

yiiuu~ther line suckx than my braoband.seriously

 ken call me say coming collect money

so i go out for an hour

chit chat with he

cold war with bebe again

haiix.

sorry bebe

i'm too childish

always argue with those stuff

even you angrying me

but before you sleep

you still call me and remind me

do not forget to eat breakfast before sleep

thanks bebe

you are always caring me

no matter how =]

i'm apperciate your love always

you really make me feel so warm

so i think i was found my mr.right

thats you

i feel i'm so lucky to meet you

and let you love me

i really love you too

i believe that we will having a happy future~

muackkss..

miss you so much

goodnight folks.

follow jaccy go back her hometown-melaka

i follow my roomate go back her homewtown-melaka

we take taxi go puduraya

and buy bus ticket

and waiting 2pm

on the way going melaka

we din't chating

because we are doing revision

huiyoohh.so hardworking

my first time

but at last i fall asleep

haha =p

this is a small small shop

but not restaurantt

not kopitiam

not cafe

sigh.i don't know how to describe

i feel so warm when i step on the shop

this is my food^^

chicken chop rice (tonyam flavour)

how much is it?

let you guess~

is a unbelievable price

it cost rm4.80 only

holy~cheap until i not believe

 nextday we going to jusco

walao~here geh jusco so huge like midvalley

but inside is not many shop actually

we go to find jaccy friend that work at jusco

i found my high tea dessert

egg tart

but this not traditional egg tart

it has many flavour cheese egg tart

-green tea cheese egg tart

-pumkin cheese egg tart

-black sesame cheese egg tart

-strawbeery cheese egg tart

-blueberry cheese egg tart

-lemon cheese egg tart

-choclate cheese egg tart

others i not so remember

its cost rm3.80 per egg tart

abit expensive

but when you taste it

you will like it

i'm cheese lover =]

and i found that goat milk

taste good

have many flavour too

many vitamin,protein..bla bla bla

  

i take strawberry flavour

night we heading to golf club's restaurant

have dinner with jaccy family

and nextday we come back to kl

not so fun

because very rush

and many place that i haven't to pay a visit

and i was get sick when i come back

sick seriously today

my parent worry i get H1N1

lolx..scary me

doktor say just normal flu

don't so worry

mummy ask me go home in wednesday after i finiseh class

she want take care me =]

how sweet?

parents is always caring us

no matter how we are bad or make them sad

love your parents

love your family

muackkss...

bebe,just now have abit happen make us unhappy

but now is ok

i miss you so..

i'm so happy that you are always have planning

planning our career

planning our future

planning to get married with me =]

sweet until melt

i love you much~