my current life

sucks

is the only word to describe my current study life.

when i stepped in hostel

all human face looks so strange

i can't feel any warm

its make me feel homeless

suddenly

i miss my hometown

i miss puchong

i miss the bed that i have my dear beside me

this 11 floor

is not so strange

i have been come here stay for few day with my dear

other stuff is strange,unfriendly

[i'm not mean the human]

oh ya

i should intro my roommate to you

my roommate is come from melaka

her name is jaccy

hi,nice to meet you XD

she was my 1st friend is hostel

aha,at least i feel abit warm

hahaha

today i was late wake up

my brother is rush time go buy pen,book bla bla bla~

i don't have time taking my breakfast

hell,hungry leh

mummy always remind me breakfast is very important neh!

we walk about 5 minute

pass a big road,car non-stop

and reach our school

very rush,very unsafe to pass the road

actually have skywalk

but its too far

we all are lasy worm,hehe

my trial class friend catherine is waithing for me

sorry girls,i'm late

when we stepped on classroom

i have a feeling want run away,seriously

class room is full of human,strange face again

i don't like to stay at a situation with a geng of strange human

i'm luckily i take a seat with catherine

my brother is behide me

feel so weird right?

what a holy situation?

i'm so panic

i'm so scare

what should i do in the moment?

i want my dear

thats is what i want-for sure

when lecture ask us intro ourself with english

and need stand at infrane

my gosh,my body is shiver

actually just a simple presentation

why should i scary?

i'm useless,i know i always can't done well

we have 18 students include me

14 students i'm not know them well

14 students 4 of them is my housemate

i'm don't know who are them

hell!!

what i'm doing huh?

just simply to greet them i also can't do it well

i'm totally useless my dear

i'm not good in social?

i'm not good in communicate?

or i'm not good in talking human language?

will they feel me unfriendly?

hey,i'm not conceited

i'm just shy,i guess so?

and we don't have common topic

i admit i'm good in talking craps

but,with my good friend that we know each other sometime

not in 1st day

sorry har all human xp

you all can be friend with me

and i wanted too

but who want to walk out the 1st step?

you?me?he?she?

whatever lah,i'm friendly actually

i'm not a cool girl

if don't want be friend i not mind

just don't hate me,don't shoot behide me,please

i was taking my april schedule

it not so full

3 days class in per week

3 hour in per class

enjoy and free right?

-english in bussnies skill

is the lessons what we gona go on this month

we will having our interior test in 28april

holy~so fast leh

hahaha

having dinner with jaccy and ah xian just

then i go night swim with jaccy

the water so cold lah

why smimming pool can't use warm water?

after swim i'm face my laptop again^^

my dear,so sorry today before you at plane i can't call you

i'm still in class ='[

everything fine at sandakan?

i will ask my daddy take care you

you will have a healty life at ther

congratulation my dear =p

muackkkss..

don't worry,i'm always waiting you

i won't drumped you,seriously lah

this time i'm very tough to face our separate

but at last i also unsucces to hold on my tears drop down

hehehe,but already good right?

i want to be a good bebe in your heart

i love you >3

2.58am i'm still facing laptop

later sure can't wake up again

aha

hope i can get more friend in class later
i need friend!

smile everdays

cheers up

have a nice days =]

BIG LOVE TO YOU ALL