full of nervous

i'm full of sadness now

its emptyin brain now

just full of about you

i don't know what should i write for now

but i'm just feeling suffer

i want to express my heart feeling

may i?

lastnite,not full of tears

its so curious

not like my style

duno.maybe i thinking more mature?

haha,i guess so

i thinking that crying is too waste time

for us to do some more meaningfull matter between us

many time i can't bear my tears

but i did it^^

today i move to hostel

with my brother

because of my brother,we don't have so much time to stick togeter

but,today stillis very peace

i din't cry badly

but 7pm is coming

haha

i ask my brother go back to hostel first

i stay at ground floor with you

i'm start to lost control

i know this is last chance to feel you

i know

you  hug me tigh

i cry more badly

i just know ask you don't go away

you almost cry too

but you did't

because you say if you cry

i will more sad

sorry my hubby =[

when you turn your body

i feel that so heart pain,seriously

i feel that still have many things din't told you

i feel that my world is empty

i'm going to be lonely

how sad that was

i can't use word to explain

its too hard to explain

now,i really miss you like crazy

don't forget we just separate few hour

how we pass one year?

i not dare to imagine

but the way,my study life is starting tomorrow

i'm damn nervous without you

i need you support

i need you pamper

i need your hug

tomorrow you will going sandakan

our kl life is the end

its just can one part of the prety memory in our love journey

i'm waiting your calling

my tears gona drop agains

i'm feel sad!!