08 April 2010

repeatedly

again and again
wake up
bath
eat
go to classroom
mr.goh is our lecture today
he was explain about
-introduction to the hospitality industry
its quite sleepy when he is talking
our air-conditioner very cold somemore
huhuhu,direct want close my eyes
long time din't study already =p

but when he ask we writing eassy more than 250 words
title come with intro ourself
hurray.what a nice title?huh.
not a hard work
but mr.goh say want know our english level
so,i'm try my best to throw out my deep vocabulary
into my page =]
i'm proud of my eassy
even not good,but i was try my best
hope tommorow i can get high score
but,when mr.goh pass a copy of objective
holy~its a grammer question
my gosh!!!
so new and deep the vocabulary
i can't answer as well
i just simply shoot
i'm worry i will get lowest score in class
its so shame~  T___T
sigh.
i'm like to know more new vocabulary
but i can't handly in grammer
i feel i'm so weak~
i need improve myself more!


 i seens like not in condition today
what's going on to me?huh?
switch on my study mode and off my sleep mode
and off my dreaming mode too,please!
if continue like that i'm sure i will fail in exam!
i can't imagine what i doing
i doing 'NOTHING'
what a scary days?
i still can't get new friends..
holy~i pass my days with suffering
without friends,i'm sad!
i thinking they sure think i'm unfriendly
i don't know what should talk
what should do ==ll
just feel very awkward
i was lonely
i hide myself in room in whole day
except attend to class,eat,toilet
other time i'm face my laptop
and my iphone,waiting bebe find me
i din't spend my time wisely =((
how sad was me?

i'm missing my bebe so much
isn't i too rely my dear
so that now i get done nothing?
my dear is scolding me
he said i should open heart and be friend with them
bebe,do is always hard than saying =__=
sigh~
everydays make me feel pressure
everydays have new challenge
i hate pass my lfe like that
i will tired
and sure will no more passion to study
i don't want my parents and family disaponted
i want to get good result always!
i don't want despise to some HUMAN
i will study hard,promise
but i'm not good in social,
make new friends.
can i skip that?
sigh >__<''

tomorrow another days that i'm suffering
HATE IT MUCH
i'm worry my score for grammer
please don't get the lowest score
i will feel shame till death,please =((
many things to worry
or actually i worry nothing???
i feel want cry out with loud
but everytime in bloody unsuitable time
so i hold on
i express it when i'm connection with my bebe

yeah,my suck life is everyday repeatedly
how suffer is it?
face it?accept it?solve it?
haha.
whatever~

i miss bebe so much
muackkss *.^


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