Last night was a terrible night for me.
I though you will leave me,although someday you might do it.
You're not treasure my tears anymore.
Because I cry is no point for you?
I knew you haven't sleep,but you din even give me a call!
I called you and every time i hearing the sound of Du..Du..Du..
My heart was felt freezing.
I'm absolutely furious and collapse on the response you gave when you knew I'm crying.
After that I think bout my grandma.
She was passed away one month on yesterday.
Memory recall back to the day I receive the call from mummy told me grandma passed away
I can't control my tears and keep dropped out,snivel is running on my nose.
Hard to breath and my heart just like a thousand knife stabbed it!
Bleeding and made me hard to breathing.
I can't accept my grandma leave me away!
I love her & miss her so much.
I never tell grandma I LOVE HER!
I wish I can be your grandchild in next life.
You're the great grandma i ever had.♥
I leave a message for you and told you I'm crying badly because thinking of my grandma.
You din call back to me.FINE,i guess you was fall asleep.
But,YOU DIN FALL ASLEEP at all!!!
You called me and you din comfort me even asked me stop crying!!
Why you call me?
Just talk bout ask me go back to sabah and planning go to where have a vacation!!
In previous time,you will say you heard me cry you will upset too.
Now,you din even call back to me and heard me keep crying + snivel-ing,you just ignored it.
You said this relationship really meaningless.
FABULOUS!
The only way to link us together back is I working at sabah.
Beside that no other choice!
I really dislike sabah.
I knew we will break up unless I go back.
Even I go back,I really don't ever felt pleased.
Today class of carrier development programmer.
What can we work as.
2) Airport
3) Airline company
4) Cruise
Which one that you prefer?
Any recommend?
Hard to chose!!
Which carrier is available in sabah?
Is that well paid?
I have to confirm in this week.
Too rushing.
I'm worried I will choose wrong path and destroyed my future.
Sound serious huh?HAHA.
Later after class wants to go buy card for my daddy for father's day.
I never write card for him before.
This is my very first time!
After I have a stable job I hope I can bring my family go to travel!
I must fulfill this dream.
I love them so much.♥
By the way,I hope we can be tough to stand for this relationship.
Don't ever easily give up and broken your promise no matter what would happen in future.
We still in love after a lot of horrible happened,I believe that will have a brilliant and bright future waiting for us!Love you.
I will always love you.
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