Lost

Came from Ipoh finally.

I meet my cousin that i never saw him before.

Today before went home daddy bring us to 观音洞.

There have many different type to make wish.

There have a small cave and we need to go up by stair.

I go up with my younger brother.

On the half way,i surrender because i felt my brain lack of oxygen >.<

Stomached some more,so i sit at stair waiting my brother.

I thought i can go up but I'm still so weak.

I wonder why i go hike broga hill so many time i still so weak,sigh__

Mummy just now said tomorrow send popo to hospital.

She can't eat and sleep well,its suffering.

We all so worry!!

Hope she can be healthy soon,even we know it so hard.

But,at least let her comfortable a little bit,please.

Tomorrow night don't know who will go to hospital overnight.

Sure will get my turn to there too :((

Hmm~

I'm felt so sad because after that day you never find me.

Sometime i was very depressed too.

How could you just left me alone without caring my worries?

You know i love you.

Than?

I believe that you sure still loving me!!!

Tell  me,Show me,Prove me!!!

Don't hide it else we will losing each other again and again.

Could you just treasure me?

You know i saw everything about sabah or anyone about sabah,I'm damn sad.

If can i think i would not go back to there anymore.

There have so many memory of us.

I can't go back there!!

I don't have courage to do that!!

Sorry that i always hurt you.

I don't know what to do..

Lost my way~!

Can you understand my situation? :((

goodnight.

Hope i will be okay after this and same to popo too.

Sigh__