EXPRESS

Feeling disappointed because my BALI trip was banned.It cost over my budget.

Never mind,i can go there by myself or perhaps with my beloved one.

I think I'll go to HAT YAT on 12 April because there will celebrate SONGKRAN in every year.

Surely will get fun!

I'm so hope my dream its won't just a dream and will become true.If i saving money start from now,next year or next two year i can go for it.I think I'm the only naive girl having this dream but after i sharing my dream to my brother and my friend i think i was found my partner to fulfill it.

I was choose the harder way i knew it not easy and maybe i will lose something that i treasure or someone i love.I don't wish my life have some regretting if i gave up my dream.

You knew me well,once i had decided nobody can stop me.

This morning rushing to class without breakfast but luckily i had take my organic drink to full my stomach,lunch time I'm felt so hungry and we suppose go to take lunch but i didn't because i need to save money so i decided back home cook maggie.

I asked  will you wait me for two years to let me fulfill my dream,you gave so much hypothetical questions.I start losing my patience then i throw you a heavy word we break before i go and you said ok.

Suddenly feeling you're fake,how could you said love me and i asking this kind of question you can answer me without considering and explain.Heart so pain and I'm felt fool again because i believe you wont so easily give up our love.

I lost my appetite after get the suck answer from you.Walked to kitchen and the HUSKEY pounce on me.GRRR ._.
BIBI is name of that HUSKEY.BIBI just get cure from sick that's why can't bath so smelly and its make my cloth and pant smelly.I can't take this outfit to dobi join my other cloth,all smell of BIBI,i could die.I went to bath and wash my outfit with my hand!!!How amazing??Actually just because I'm over free and emo so i wanna wash all my cloth to spend my time make sure that i won't think too much.
You called me and talked about what you answer just now.We talked so much about future,of course both of us felt so lost.There is too sad and so much worries,you told me many and i crying for your word,for sure you didn't ever realize you thought I'm just still in flu.Seriously you told me so many,I'm so blurry.
 
Overall,is that no more worries you will leave me away if I'm love you with my true heart and treat you nicely as much as i can?
Should i believe that you will loyalty on me while I'm busying start my journey of life?
Am sure you will had same question as me.
NO WORRIES BABY!
 
I had so much confidence in this reborn relationship,you should put more confidence on our love.
Don't worry will get hurt!Once you fall in love,you can't escape from hurt.
I wanna let you felt its worth to paid so much on me and our love.♥♥
 
 
 

Its felt so good to express my heart feeling at here.

 

 

 

 

 

Goodnight babe and reader.