08 February 2011

害怕你心碎没人帮你擦眼泪

Urghh,ignore my stupid face!!
I want the alcohol drinks.
Don't want face the truth.
Fatty xiao qin :(




Same as usual,lame.Stomach pain in early morning,don't know why~damn uncomfortable!!
After lunch,go to uncle Simon house take ang pau.I drink some beer even my gastric so pain but i just so want!!I meet his nephew,we lost contact for 8 or 9 years i think.I can't recognize,she change so much.Now she become a beautician ;)
I still remember when we're small we together travel to KL with our family,we play at hotel lobby then you go bang the window.Hahahaha,then you felt headache and dizzy~everyone of us still remember this.Sweet memory of us,luckily you still remember.We exchange phone number and you said want fetch me hang out,NO PROBLEM!Really excited that i meet you again ;)
You asked my to wait you,i don't answer you.You gave me a call,after all you said after tonight you knew what should you do,you will go chase your dream and try to get a new girl friend.Than what the point you asked to wait you?You asked me let you try fall in love with other girl but you said you always will miss me and love me.WTF you talking huh?I knew you felt not fair because i dating with other guy than go back to you,you also want do like that too.You is it like vicky?You said she is your angel and she always support you and never mind your past like me.You knew what mean HURT?I hang up your call because i don't want let you know that I'm crying again.We talk so much,but i don't know where the point actually.You're selfish,but i wont do blame because i knew everyone just finding their own happiness.Impossible i can stop him.Final decision??Let the time and fate decided.
害怕你心碎没人帮你擦眼泪 so meaningful and touch when saw this sentences.I knew your shoulder is ready for me,really thank you so much.I'm really lost.So depressed and frustrated.I'm freaking worry you're wasting your time,aikkz.What to do,i knew i can't advice you anything because love is so so blind.Hmm,time is the better way to solve every problem.My pain from a wound still here,keep bleeding.Sorry that make you all worry,I'm tough,I'm okayy,still alive and breath.


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