04 February 2011

AGAIN :(((

I'm still wondering that should i write this post?
But,i wanna let out my heart feeling.

You called me afternoon.
You told me you miss me again.
Just now you called me.
You keep say you miss me and call me bebe.
Sound so familiar to me ''BEBE''
Aikkz!!
You asked me go back to KK than we can together.
I asked you,you can accepted what i done before?
You said YES.
You said it was past,you don't want to think it anymore and ask me don't ever mention it.
HAHAHA.
I just told you now have a guy treat me well and could change for me,why don't you?
Then?What he answer is same as what i guessing.
He said '' go with he if he treat good,don't waste your time on me''
TaaDaa~~SEE?
I know you sure said like that.
Why you crying?Because you miss me too much?
I asked you want me to stay or want me to go.
You never gave a answer.
Just keep saying that you miss me so much.Sigh~
I told him~
If you ask me to stay,i stay.
If you ask me to go,i go.
You said don't want me wasting time on you if i have a better man.
You don't really understand what called wasting time.
Now the our situation is called wasting time.
You don't say clearly to me.
I'm so worry bout what you said just now.
You said just do what i wanna do.
You said i'm not understand you,of course i'm not.
How could i understand??
You never told me!!
You said if i knew your heart feeling someday perhaps i will collapse.
Sound so serious.I'm so worry.
What had you done?
You love me right?
Then??Why you don't ask me stay??!!
Treasure me when our love still left abit.
Don't said you get nothing beside me.
Now is you gave up me,not i abandon you!!
Now,you still my love.
When i gave up,you're nothing to me.I'm serious!!
How come you can easily gave up what we had build in this 3 years?
Nahh,trouble is a friend!!
Trouble also around me!!!
I really can't read you.Tell me please.
WHAT YOU WANT??



HM!!!
How??
Enough hurt and sad after you read this rubbish post?
Know why i'm moody??
Know the answer bout yesterday i asked you??
If he ask me to stay,i stay.
If he ask to go,i go.
Still feeling worth to loving me??
Regret??
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
Me this bad women!!!
You this stupid men!!!

AGAIN!!!!
FEELING MYSELF SO BAD AND CHEAP.
ALWAYS HURTING PEOPLE.
ARRGGGGHHH!!!
REALLY COLLAPSE.


Will you felt i'm so bad?
Will you think i'm wasting your time?
Will you think why i love he but still so good with you?
I'm cheap?
hahahahahaha :((
I'm really felt so sorry to you.
When you saw my answer you sure sad and hurt.
The feeling guilty is came to me again,CAME AGAIN!!
I HATE THOSE FEELING.
I hurting you HM!!
Leave me as fast as you can!!
Else you will get more hurt!!
Saving all your love to a girl that worth!!
I'm not worth!!
I can't promise you anything..
Perhaps at last you get nothing either you get me.
I DON'T KNOW!!
HOW??HOW??HOW??


I'M REALLY FELT SORRY TO YOU :(((
There is a timing bomb planted between us.




Off to IPOH.Tired~~!!!
goodnight =(















Our relation will finish after you read this rubbish post?
I'm worried actually.
I'm sorry!

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