Today wake up in early morning.

Help mummy prepare something to拜神~

Quite tiring!!Sleepy but can't sleep.

Went to popo house feed popo eat~

Aikkz,how ohh?I'm so worry popo..

She so weak and even can't walk by herself..

Everyday said tired and don't want to eat even open her eyes. =(

Sound so serious..

Beside spend my time to her,i'm no idea what can i do.

I saw her so suffering but can't do anything felt so bad!Useless me.

Afternoon chit chat with my mummy..

Why adult always think that we are immature?

What they think is always right?

I don't think that my thinking is childish,just every people have their own opinion.

Thats not mean we are wrong.

Don't judge me even i haven't step in this society.

That's not mean i'm immature okayy?

Even i'm not mature enough,but i have my own opinion.

I know every parents want their daughter married a nice men.

Although the guy is poor right now that's not mean he wont become rich in future.

Who's know about future?

If your daughter really in love with the guy,no matter how you advice she also wont bother it.

Love will make people blind.

Mom!Your daughter is not a child,she have her own opinion.

If she had chose this way she wanted,why don't you support if you really can't change the fact?

Why don't try to accept the fact and keep argue instead?

Sometime i just could not understand what you all think.

Always treat us like child,thought that we're always childish thinking.

You all definitely WRONG.

Abit angry bout that topic! 

But fine!I know what you all done is for our own good.

12am.New year eve~

Why came so silently?I'm not ready to step in 20 years old yet.

I'm not ready everything that i will step into this complicated society yet.

I'm so scare and worries!!

Aikkz~

No new year atmosphere at my home,we all worry bout popo :'(

Hmmm,i'm still not so sure what relation we hold now.

But i know you're so good to me.

Let's fate decided it.

I just can said i'm scare in LOVE.

Sorry >.<'

By the way,HAPPY NEW YEAR.

Wish every people smoothly in everyday 

Webcam with a pig.Funny because talking phone while webcam.LOL

My very first time using webcam.

goodnight people.

Guilty!!! :((((

你折磨了我　讓我陷入回憶裡生活
思念撕裂了傷口　寂寞就像迷宮走不到出口

夜催眠了我　帶我走入黑夜裡墮落
反反覆覆都是錯　難道清醒真是如此難求

將誓言塞進我耳朵　讓我聽不見在心外吶喊的自由
忘了自己還有選擇　傻瓜就是我

我將愛情塞進我的口　讓我變成啞巴不能判決你死囚
只好將你燒成大火　讓風帶走你的所有

忘了還有選擇　傻瓜就是我

你真的把我的心情弄得很乱。

你到底想怎样？

一，叫我等你

二，叫我走

你现在这样~

我真的不知应该怎样。

应该等你还是接受新的恋情？

你这样对我不公平。

我这样也对他不公平。

嘿，你看了一定很不开心吧？

对不起。

我真的还放不下他。

我还没完全死心。

他只要一出现就动摇了我~

虽然我口口声声大喊要放弃他

可是他一找我，我就动摇了。

对不起

所以我说还不是时候。

我需要很多时间。

这样对你不公平！

你这样浪费时间在我身上，如果最后没能一起呢？

我是不是又伤害你了？

我会内疚！

烦啊！

现在是怎样？

感觉很不开心！

不开心啊~

好想哭！:(((((

so wish to alone.

I hate love.

So,i'm not dare to love!

I'm still so miss him.

I'm still feel love to him.

I'm still can't let go.

Today quite tiring~

Help mummy clean house T.T

I don't like to do housework!

Totally not!!

My stupid brother keep shock me.

Damn.

My younger brother take 2 earthworm came to me.

I scream and run.

Crying at last!!

My daddy don't came to help me and my mummy also.

Disappointed~ HAHAHA!

This is 2nd time i cry because of earthworm!

I HATE EARTHWORM!!

SO DISGUSTING!!!

PLEASE DON'T TAKE IT TO ME!!

A little bit unhappy~

i saw you add that bitch.

FINE.

i know we just ordinary friend.

I'll trying to let go and forget you.

Don't sad for you anymore~

Stupid  me.Its totally not worth anymore!

You're so good to me.

Even something happened that night :p

You really so SHAGUA.

Worth?

Stay Simple and Happy ♥

goodnight people >.^

tired~

Yesterday off to time square again =.=v

BBQ PLAZA is always awesome. thumps up!

Dated a friend at there and we walk around time square.

Paula is damn bored so i asked her go back 1st.

Than we keep shopping.

Finally,i bought my dream shirt!!

At NICHII~at least i wait until this shirt got discount!!!

SATISFIED =)

After time square,sungai wang~looking shirt for my brother.

Next,we went to FAHRENHEIT, PAVILION ~

snowflake and also dinner at pavilion.

I bring he go to J.W MARRIOT hotel.

There have many theme restaurant.So high class~

They are so rich,suddenly felt ourself is so low standard.

Sometime we though we're enough good,actually we just a dust in this society.

Back home pack luggage and bath went to connaught ther.

Aikkzz~

Something happen here.

*PRIVATE*

actually i'm so scare~

but i din angry or hate it.

Don't felt guilty or sorry to me,because i know its really hard to control.

You know you did a mistake but its useless if you keep blame yourself.

Better you find a way to replace your fault.

Promised it wont happen next time.

Morning direct back hostel take luggage and go to take bus and back hometown.

Reach hometown 3pm~

My cousin who stay at SHANGHAI for many years never come back came to visit us just now.

Shocked.

Rushing to penang airport fetch my daddy.

Steamboat as our dinner.

Aikkzz,DAMN TIRED.

Miss the feeling of your warm hug,actually. >.<

goodnight =p

...

Everybody needs a little time away, I heard her say, from each other
"Even lover's need a holiday far away from each other." 
Hold me now. It's hard for me to say I'm sorry. I just want you to stay. 

After all that we've been through, I will make it up to you. I promise to. 
And after all that's been said and done, 
You're just the part of me I can't let go. 

Couldn't stand to be kept away just for the day from your body. 
Wouldn't wanna be swept away, far away from the one that I love. 
Hold me now. It's hard for me to say I'm sorry. I just want you to know. 
Hold me now. I really want to tell you I'm sorry. I could never let you go. 

After all that we've been through, I will make it up to you. I promise to. 
And after all that's been said and done, 
You're just the part of me I can't let go. 

After all that we've been through, I will make it up to you. I promise to. 

You're gonna be the lucky one.

Today have a great weather,make me so sleepy.

Sleep too much,so tired :(

Daddy call me today,we talked so much~

i promise him i will accompany him in this CNY.

Accompany daddy go breakfast.I never accompany daddy go to breakfast~

because i always can't wake up in the early morning :P

Hmm,HAHAHA.

=.=v

goodnight.

Trip XD

Today lecture told us the detail about exam.

I'm so nervous!!

Seriously,i don't have enough time to do revision even start from today.

Sigh__

Went to time square again just for lunch.

But,i go shopping again this time i didn't buy just go try.

Thrusday will go there again than i just go buy lah >.<'

This time really bankruptcy.

Having dinner at senior home.

A bit like reunion dinner for CNY.Feeling warm~

Yeah,this friday back hometown.

This year CNY should be a travel trip bahh!

Penang,Ipoh,Hyatt =)

I can't wait to go back home stick with my family.

 goodnight people :P

Hmmm,那天你說你會遷就我。
有點小感動。
嘻嘻 =p

費解。

男生女生不能只是好朋友嗎？

一定會發生感情嗎？

當不成情侶，也不能當朋友嘛？

這問題很深奧哦！

想不通~

謝謝你的好。

感動！

那麼多的緊張，那麼多的關心。

至於你~

幹嘛每天每天找我？

那麼那麼想和我聊？

為什麽爲什麽總要在有人我對好的時候，你才出現？

費解。

爱，一直在 你离开，不是爱 所以爱，谁都可爱 都应该，期待幸福未来 明白，我努力明白 现在，沉默的现在 痛说不出来 我猜，一个人乱猜 然后从伤害 慢慢释怀放开 你说我可爱，拥我入怀 我的心跳变快却实在 你说不可爱，转身要离开 傻傻站在，黑白人海 不必自己装可爱 爱，已不在 你离开，带走爱 所以爱，既然可爱 也可拆，什麽幸福未来 明白，你说的明白 现在，结束的现在 痛看不出来 我猜，就别管我猜 泪偏偏不乖 这时候掉下来 你说我可爱，拥我入怀 我的心跳变快却实在 你说不可爱，转身要离开 傻傻站在，黑白人海 不必为你装可爱，我不可爱 你说我可爱，拥我入怀 怎么心跳变快不实在 说我不可爱，转身就离开 幸福之外，黑白人海 也许早该割爱，只是我现在...渴爱 

晚安