28 April 2010

happy / worry




hmmm
 i'm feeling happy today :)

my roommate -xian
wake up in the early morning,she cook for me and jaccy
even just a simple dish,but its enough
better than bread
thanks a lot indeed.
have a lot of fun at class today
mr.goh was get sick,he absent,so andrew replace he teach us EBC
our class suppose finish at 5pm,but we dismiss at 3pm
so we going to jusco with a group of gossip girl =p
elly,rachel,xian,jaccy,fum and me
go by fum's car
this friday rachel will celebrate his 21 birthday
so we go research price of cake
secret recipes or baskin robbin?
hmmm,let her chose her favourite gorgeous cake 
rachel birthday on friday
sigh___
i ask her change to thrusday,so that a lot of classmate and senior can join and celebrate for her
and i can go back to hometown on friday until monday
huhuhu...my schedule so full
i'm look like extremely busy,actually just full of entertainment

trip of the BALI is it still on??
will going on FEB??
don't go on CNY please
i wants to meet my dear at KK
sigh___
just now bebe look so disappointed because he feel i more prefer go BALI than go meet he
you think too much my dear
BALI / BEBE
sure i'll chose the second that one
bebe is most important for me!
beside that  BALI i also wants to go
see how i arrange ya my sweetheart??
don't worry i will dump you alone to pass CNY
i sure will go visit you
because i to await my surprise from you~
i'm really so expect
wait me ok my dear??
10 months to go~~
damn long time!!!
hope the time can passing quickly

tomorrow have a exam,INTRO and EBC
no body do revision
many friends accompany me to get fail
this is my first exam when i get into academy
they see me,fairly calm when the exam is so close as tomorrow afternoon
and we still hang out to chit chat,talking ghost story
playing,go everywhere to spend our time and wasting time on internet doing useless stuffs
this is what we call relaxing
its a good way to relax when before getting serious on exam and study
anyone agree with me? :))

i'm so worry about my study!!
i don't want get fail~
guarantee i'll get terrible score tomorrow
WORRY
WORRY
WORRY

sigh__
i wants to wake up in 10.30am morning
i wants to do revision for last time
is it possible i can wake up in the early morning?
can you imagine??
holy~

anyway,i'll try my best to achieve my goals
all RISM classmate wish you all the best :))

goodnight folks
sweet dream my laogong
miss you >3
 

27 April 2010

sigh_______

2008+2009

our memories :))
so sweet~
hehehehe.
i use it be my desktop screen saver
everyday can see my lovely wallpaper

i really miss you so much
miss until gonna crazy
can you come back to me?
i need you always
i'm feeling weak and lost without you my sweetheart
sigh____
i have a lot heart feeling wants to sharing with you
i can't express my feeling through a cold hand phone as well
i want face to face
lips to lips
may i??
i wish i have a shoulder to let me cry,anyone?
bebe,are you feeling tired or suffer on your working?
i know you very pressure on every things
work,income,family and me~
don't worry about me please..
you know i love you deeply
try to believe it can or not?
i'm not like that BITCH will betray you
i'm appreciate you 
i'm love you
i wants to be with you forever
don't give yourself too much pressure
enjoy every days
be happy my dear

i facing some trouble currently
i can't going on by every lecture
 where is my study mode?
help me switch on,please..anyone?
wednesday have a exam
i'm not ready to sit for my exam
i haven done my revision
I DONE NOTHING
OMG..0_0''
so scare!!!
why i still so lasy??
i wants to get good result
 but i totally lack of motivation to do my revision
i think i use ''give up'' to describe will more suitable
HAHAHA.

feeling tired,a lot indeed
i passing abnormal days~
i can't let my folks know about it...
they will ''HAPPY'' because of me!!!
hehehehe




                                                         ♥♥ I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY   ♥♥   

[i need you,muackss]




26 April 2010

YOU MAKE MY DAYS BRIGHT

wake up in the early morning
sigh___
very tired and sleepy

rush to breakfast and go bus stop
sleep in bus..
i'm miss you badly

i misunderstand you
so sorry.


every things will be fine my sweetheart
don't think too much
i always be with you :)
please don't sad
please don't feeling guilty
every things was pass
you told me we can't change the history
but we must appreciate our future
that is most important
never look back.
what i want,i just want you love me
you say you will spend whole life with me
i waiting you prove it
don't cheat me please~

i know you very hardworking
you say you must success 
you want more income
and you have a plan for me
a little surprise :)
but need some money
if lack of money,the plan will stuck
so,you wants to save money just for make a little surprise for me
my birthday present you also done plan
CNY,Valentine you also plan
hehehe.
feeling sweet at all~huhuhuh ^^v
even can't go on by the plan
but i'm feeling happy and sweet
because your heart every moment is thinking about me
plan how to celebrate with me
wants to make me happy

i just wants to tell you

 ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥  
 I'M FEELING HAPPY BE WITH YOU
YOU MAKE MY DAYS BRIGHT
THANKS YOU
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥





25 April 2010

火藥味代替了思念

分開后
彼此存在着一種不真實的感覺
雖然彼此信任
但難免懷疑

分開后
除了強烈的思念
也參雜着爭執

今天火藥味代替了思念
我不停忍讓
好想知道
你怎麽了?
火氣好大
但,也讓我感受到我以前對你撒野的感覺
真的不好受
對不起
 
今天不停的爭執
只是一天
我覺得好累了
你是怎樣過這兩年?

忍讓中
多次燃燒起我的怒火
忍不住要破口大罵
 
算了
不想提起

只想問你
明天繼續
是嗎?

允許我喊累嗎?


只想平淡的過每一天
可以嗎?
我只想甜蜜的想你
批准嗎?
想你卻要搞冷戰
閙夠了嗎?
 
請讓我和你開心的走下去
不難吧?



going back to hostel tomorrow
damn boring!
i wants to stay with my family :(
sigh______

today went out with family
going to repair sun glass
i get my sun glass

here the picture

 with a stupid look
anyway,i like it!
before heading to repair sun glass
mummy bring me go to eat LAKSA
omg.
my favourite~
yummy^^V
at least i get it since i work at KL
wait for long time..
nothing feeling right today
wednesday exam
i haven do revision
homework i haven done
what's i going on???
holy!!
totally exhausted on every things today

i should get some rest!
maybe i really need a shoulder,anyone?

i miss you,but you ignore me :((

goodnight folks.

 







24 April 2010

thank you

I'm so worry you won't text me in this morning
luckily you find me
you didn't angry me anymore
just telling me you're feeling heart pain
why i will hide it from you
i never done those hurt stuff to you before
I'm so sorry about that
sigh___
you didn't angry instead to apologize to me
I'm shocked
you said you don't spend much time with me lately
you're concentrate in your work
no matter how you hard working
my dad still doubt you
this is your last time to get a nice career
so you can't lose this chance
you must prove to my dad
when i see your world
I'm feeling upset because i not empathize instead of make you feeling bleeding
i always make some mistake in bloody unsuitable time!
really sorry about all :((
you're so kind
just awake and you chose to forgive
you said i should said 3 magical world
I LOVE YOU
love can cover every things.
i can feel your love to me
you super love me indeed
instead of me,i can argue bout those stuff non-stop
hehehe
i'm a miser =p
you make me have a sweet smile :))

today hang out with my beauties
she accompany me go to prune my hair
here the picture :)



after that we heading to village mall buying movie ticket
11 ticket of fire off
i just accompany her,i didn't take the movie
then we go to old town spend our half day
have a lot of joy with her =]
our second round change to summer pearl
i date evonne
she come with boy friend
sigh___
make me jealous T.T
have a nice talk with them
before i wan pay
evonne boy friend pay for us
thanks:)

my beauties,our 10 years friendship will not the end
friend forever ^^v

i should thanks to my husband
thanks to forgive me
thanks to keep loving me
thanks to waiting for me
thanks to done every things for me
thanks to let me love you
 ♥ THANK YOU MY HUSBAND   
♥ I CAN'T STOP LOVING YOU ♥  
      ♥ I LOVE YOU FOREVER ♥       

          

23 April 2010

SORRY MY HUBBY! =[


I'm feeling empty
i done some mistake
i know its my fault no matter how explain
i know i made a wrong decided
so sorry about it!!!
my fault at all~
i shouldn't chose hide from you
i should be honest
I'm just worry argue again
so i hide
and i regret wants to explain
i was forget,i swear
even just a simple sentences but i forget
i know its too late to apologize
sigh__
forgive me my dear!!!
please
you sure get hurt
I'm feeling regret
you'll give up everything include me?
i scare you'll angry
i scare you'll dump me
i scare you won't find me anymore
will you??

i hear you crying
i feel i wants to suicide because i hurt you
no idea to pamper you and pray you forgive me :((
so sorry at all

i miss you so much
but i not dare find you
i scare you'll not text me and take my call
I'll disappointed
but i know you more disappointed on what i done
sigh____

i'm so sorry
i regret on what i done
no next time i swear
i know you won't believe anymore
SORRY!!

i miss you so much
i love you

[i'm still yours!]


22 April 2010

sleepy

yesterday elly come our hostel overnight
sigh__
we chit chat until 8.30am
then elly fall asleep
hehehe.
sha po...
then 11am wake up then go lunch woth housemate
we late again
and i fall asleep again
sorry,mr goh!!
 
after class,fum send us go back to hostel
then we take our beg
and heading to bukit jalil
we are going back to our sweet home :)
jaccy go back melaka
and i with my brother go back kedah
on the way go back
chit chat with brother
we never chit chat so much before
have a nice talk.
 
bebe very busy this few days
i'm so worry you,you know??
i'm worry you exhausted
i'm worry you'll give up
i'm worry you unhappy
and you are thinking too much baby~
of cause i know what you done all is for me
i'm apperciate it
i know you very tired very unhappuy
but you never complain
you tell me you still can patient because of me
you can bear all the difficult 
except i dumped you
you scare you'll losing me
ohhh....so sweet my honey!!
don't worry about it please
don't forget about our promise
i'm not kidding
i'm serious to tell you
i'll waiting for you
i'm yours
i'll be with you no matter how
please remember my dear...
i'm not big liar
believe the truth baby
muacckksss

i LOVE ryei laogong


goodnight folks