I'M SORRY

一片混亂

很好

要死大家一起死

我只能說對不起

該傷心的人傷心

該生氣的人生氣

該哭的人就哭吧

無言的結局

對不起

可能你們愛錯人？

我不是好女人

胃又不舒服了

Oppss!

I'm gonna off to genting now.

Babe,i freaking likey that get your msg every morning once i wake up.

Okayyy peeps,i' gonna bath and off to genting ;)

Love you babe.

I'll never break your heart

我知道你也很累维持这样的远距离恋爱

但我说过我不管多辛苦也会好好的和你走下去

我愿意牺牲现在换未来的我们

我爱你

不要轻易放弃好吗？

我都没有放弃，你更不可以丢下我不管！

我是你的 ;♥

Baby, I know you are hurting
Right now you feel like you could never love again
Now all I ask is for a chance
To prove that I love you

From the first day that I saw your smiling face
Honey, I knew that we would be together forever
Ooh, when I asked you out, you said, "No"
But I found out darling that you'd been hurt
You felt that you'd never love again

I deserve a try honey just once
Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in, you were so quick to judge
But honey, he's nothing like me

I'll never break your heart
I'll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Honey, that's no lie

I'll never break your heart
I'll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Honey, that's no lie

As time goes by you will get to know me
A little more better, girl, that's the way love goes, baby baby
And I know you're afraid to let your feelings show
And I understand but girl, it's time to let go


I deserve a try, honey, just once
Give me chance and I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in, you were so quick to judge
But honey, he's nothing like me
Darling, why can't you see?

I'll never break your heart
I'll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Honey, that's no lie

I'll never break your heart
I'll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Honey, that's no lie

No way, no how
I swear

No way, no how

I'll never break your heart
I'll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Honey, that's no lie

沸騰

下午突然好低落
好奇自己為何那麼逞強選擇遠距離的愛情
明知道自己多么多么的懦弱
明知自己無時無刻需要擁抱和被呵護著
我開始怨天怨地
我不要我以後回想我青春的戀愛回憶全都是空白的
我不要回想起所有回憶就只有一年見一次
我不要回想起所有回憶全都是信息和偶爾的通話
我們沒得牽手，沒得擁抱，沒得約會，看戲，吃飯，過節日~
尤其在我最傷心快樂時也不能第一時間和你分享。
傷心時就像動物一樣自己把傷口舔好
快樂時就只能信息你說今天我好開心
我不要我們的回憶全是空白的
觸摸不到的溫柔才是最難受的
可是我真的沒想過要放棄愛你
雖然很傷心很難過
可是如果愛我的人不是你，就算天天擁抱也沒意思
你的一個bubble talk就讓我覺得再辛苦也是值得的
你的一句話可以讓我很開心
你的一句話可以讓我流淚
你總是控制著我的情緒起伏

假如你的心和我的心是聯繫在一起的話
你一定可以感受到
我在扮堅強，而且接近幾乎完美的偽裝
崩潰的那一天，一定是在你懷裡。

不要急着 向我索吻

不要这样 紧迫盯人

请你缓一缓 等一等

滚烫的爱情 会留下伤痕

不要露出 那种眼神

不要变得 如此冰冷

让我想一想 问一问

怎样的拥抱 才叫做永恒

爱与恨 找不到恒温

热与冷 全都让我沸腾

一场梦还在心里翻滚

你却装作不承认 故意不承认

像个不曾认识的人

忽远忽近忽热忽冷

爱与恨 我一样认真

热与冷 碰了心都会疼

两个人何苦争强斗狠

你看夜已那麽深 梦已那麽深

我也身不由己 爱你爱你爱你

我爱到沸腾 爱到沸腾

我爱到沸腾

我爱到沸腾 爱到沸腾 我痛到沸腾

加油

今天提起精神去温习温习的说～

温习是有啦，可是感觉记不进脑。

这次死定了！

我不要重考啊～

好害怕啦！

临时抱佛脚的感觉即紧张却又来的不真实！

我还真是改不了这坏习惯。

最后我还是答应了爸爸要去学英文。

我不是不要学，只是不想你那么辛苦啊。

我很心疼！

爸爸却只是说既然我要你去学你就别想那么多，好好去学吧！

爸爸不想我以后出来社会做工很辛苦所以要我学好英文。

爸爸很疼我，我知道。

给你好成绩就是最好的礼物，却也是我最难送到礼物。

我尽量吧！我都那么蠢，好难有好成绩～

昨晚，躺在床上。

或许一个人总是会胡思乱想吧，眼泪又流下来了。

自从和你少联络打算要放弃你之后，都没哭过了。

一直到我们又复合，也不哭了。

或许明白哭也解决不了什么问题吧，因为宝贝总是这样告诉我。

我是真的那么想，还是我一直扮坚强？

不想让人知道我的不开心或难过。

笑笑多好啊～

昨晚或许好懦弱，想哭出来。

好想抱着你大哭一场，痛快的哭一场。

多么的难过伤心而你却又不在身边听我申诉。

不想哭了，吸吸鼻子擦擦眼泪决定不想那么多了。

眼泪又往肚里吞了。

这是最好的方式吧～此外，也没的解决方法。

你也帮不到我，而也不能在我身边安抚我。

自我疗伤是我的强项！

我感觉自我良好，嘻嘻～

朋友说男人的话，都不能相信。

她问我，我信自己的直觉还是男人的解释。

我告诉他，我相信男人的解释但还是依照我的直觉去无理取闹。

我明知我的男人爱我，但胡思乱想时还是忍不住去质疑和无理取闹。

她一个冷眼给我，我懂她觉得我很蠢。

她肯定觉得为什么我会相信男人说的话。他们的甜言蜜语只不过是逗我们而已的。

其实我也那么想过，可是对于你～我知道你不是那样的人。

以前或许对于你，我也觉得所说的一切都是为了逗我而说的。

而这次复合，我可以感觉一切变得好真实的爱情。
你会为了未来而做打算，为了要我开心而努力改变。
你终于会关心我的一切一切，会整天上网看我状态看完的部落格了解我。

虽然还是分开那么远，但感觉我们越来越靠近。

你会去了解我要的那种细心和温柔而不是麻木的爱。

你为了我改变那么多，而我还在原地踏步。羞羞～

哎呀，总之我就是那么相信你是爱我的！

不管别人怎么说，我心里明白你对我的爱就好。

最近一定要拼了～！

加油加油！

babe可能最近会冷落了你。

我懂你不会介意的，反而这是你最希望看到的吧？

嘻嘻，爱你♥

好累好累了。

要休息了～

晚安噜！

STUDY WEEK!!

Finally i paid the deposit for HAT YAI trip and now I'm so poor. ;(

I just could felt my dream is far far away from me!

Hopeless ;(

Brother said want go to British council learning english,I'm still hesitate for it because the course fee is quite high.Seriously i want go for it so much to improve my english but i can't afford the course fee!sigh ._.

This weekend must hard study for my second trial exam!!!

Even can't pass but at least got improve!!

STUDY WEEK!!!

I didn't wish to get distinction,i knew it impossible but i want to pass two paper!!

I don't want fail and re-sit for exam on September~~omg!!!!so worry and scare~~!!!

My love!You think too much you knew?

I caring you for sure,just now my phone was hang so i can't found you.

You said i why don't using friend phone to notice you,I'm felt awkward because always using their phone.

Don't felt that I'm not care you or love you.

This is your most stupid thinking!

Who's don't knew i love you so much?Perhaps we still far apart so that you can't my love.

How bout me?Although we far apart but i still believe you very love me believe that you could bring happiness to me.I trust you okay babe?I knew it's worth to waiting for you!I won't regret that i was chosen you be my love.

I will only regret if i gave up you again.Seriously,i won't let regretting about love appeared in my life anymore.

Gave up you is the insane thing i ever done.No more repeated!!
I LOVE YOU ♥


 
 
Its time go to bed.Goodnight
Have a nice day ;)
 
 
 
 
 

today trial exam.

Paper one still not bad but paper two too badly!

Luckily our exam can open book.

don't know why feeling so tired and sleepy perhaps in period ;(

today during exam stomach ache some more make my brain empty and simply answer,bad luck!

I'm fall asleep during exam.How expert?

suddenly felt so fake.Perhaps we won't get chance to meet.

Weak totally!bad luck!

speechless.