牽強

想問天你在哪裡　我又想問問我自己
一開始我聰明　結束我聰明　聰明得幾乎都毀掉了我自己

想問天問大地　或者是迷信問問宿命
放棄所有　拋下所有　讓我漂流在安靜的夜夜空裡

你也不必牽強再說愛我　反正我的靈魂已片片凋落
慢慢的拼湊　慢慢的拼湊　拼湊成一個完全不屬於真正的我

我不願再放縱　我不願每天每夜每秒漂流
也不願再多問再多說再多求我的夢

 

 

 

如果你以为我爱你，你就能伤害我，

仗着我对你的爱，对我不理不睬，

觉得只要我爱你，我就得接受你的一切，

觉得我对你的好，是理所当然的，

那我会告诉你，你不配得到我的爱...

夜深了，你知道我会等你的来电，

偏偏这时候，我却一定等不到你的来电，

打去给你，听见的也只是留言的信息，

好吧，既然你可以不必给我一个交代了，

那么我不打了，如果你觉得是我错了，

你可以选择永远都不要再call我...

短信你，你说我很烦没，给你空间，

但仔细算一算，之前你发给我的短信更多，

现在我给你的简讯，一天不到三封就烦了，

是淡了吗？还是你厌倦了吗？或者你不爱我了？

既然我的短信对你而言是一种干扰，

那我从此都不在发给你了，我不打扰你了，

到时候，别问我为什么没找你，是不是不在乎你....

你可以让我痴痴地等待，

你可以不理会我的感受，

你可以不把我的爱当回事，

你可以觉得我是个烦人的家伙，

你可以让我受尽一切的委屈，

因为你知道，我爱你，

我在乎你，我必须让步，

我必须妥协，必须一切依着你...

但我也想让你知道，

爱你不一定得依着你，

我爱的是从前那个对我很好很好的你，

一个把我看得比自己还要重要的你，

我可以接受你的缺点，可以包容你，

但不表示我必须接受你无理的对待，

继续下去，是因为我还记得你的好，

没有分手，也不表示我得接受你的坏...

伤害我，你不配，

我承认我真的不会那么轻易走开，

我承认我是真的舍不得这么离去，

我承认我决定过，也为你心软过，

但是，这都只是在给你机会，

我不相信你会改，却愿意给你机会，

我知道会被伤害，却还选择栽下去，

因为，我还没忘了你的好，

我始终相信，你会给我幸福的...

但再爱一个人也会有累的时候，

一直被伤害的心也有破碎的一天，

你要记得，

脚在我的身上，我随时都能走，

决定在我手里，看我要是不要，

再不舍得你，也不该舍弃我自己...

配伤害你的人，永远都不会伤害你，

不配伤害你的人，永远都不值得你的爱...

Walaoweh~!!

Walaowheh~~!!!

You don't know how much i expect you will come comment.

I wait for long time ago.

When i know you online but you din come to me but keep comment other HUMAN.

How disappointed huh?

I know i'm just your ordinary friend.

Sigh~

Whatever,now is my fault no matter how also my fault.

You're always right.

You won't stop contact with that HUMAN.

Everything is me should change,not you.

Muahahahaha!!

No idea,even we hurt each other

But we can't stop love each other.

Right?

No matter how i angry you

At last i still so easy talk to you.

Just hope you know even my temper still bad.

But,not bad as previous time!

Perhaps you not think so,for me~i'm really trying hard to change.

But never try to give up loving you.

I swear i really love you.

=[

虽然我不完美

但至少现在我很努力再改

原来容易满足也是好事。

 

 

 

 

miss you =[

Study fun :p

我的幸福就是你。

 

你都不要我了，你要我上哪找幸福？

今天我知道你上网，但你却没想过要加我。

你甚至没看过我的部落格。

算了吧！

早已预料的，还有什么好失望！

Today is my first class in this new year.

Quite fun.

Pay more attention in revision class.

Don't want fail my exam in MARCH!

Tomorrow also must pay more attention!!

Hard study also have some fun :p

So we must enjoy the word in each page of book.

Be friend with them,so that they can po pi po pi my exam can pass!

YEAH~!!

Also must try to don't disturb you.

You felt me annoying.

Great~!

It's dream~!

你到底想什么？

告诉我！

你当我是什么？

告诉我！

我不想每天傻傻的等傻傻的爱

不想每天忍受你的忽冷忽热。

爱就爱

不爱就不爱

我知道了，你不爱我！

要求我离开你的世界。

你知道我心寒吗？

什么新的开始，根本是骗我的！

thanks ken bring me to take dinner at JOGOYA.

In the brand new year,its totally no different.

You still keep hurting me as usually.

What i was wish,let it be a dream.

I never have a dream come true~sobb!

Tomorrow need to bring laptop to school.

So heavy larhh~!

Revision month,i should be pay more attention!!

Gambateh~!

Goodnight people. =[

这次后，我再也不会让你知道我哭

不会让你知道我难过

Picture is talking.

I'm pretty lazy explain anything,let's picture do talking.

 

 

 

I can't stop loving you.

I will always love you,How stupid? :[

Happy new year 2010

Woohhooo~~!!

 

 

HAPPY NEW YEARS =]

came back from melaka.

Countdown at JONKER WALKER,its damn hot and high.

many people and happiness around us.

It's too bad without alcohol =[

because every pub is full of people,no empty place!

Grrrr!!

So we decided came back to KL.

You called me and wish me happy new year.=]

I love you more in new year,you miss me more too.

What i want is you love me.

Is it too over?

Hope we can having new beginning in a new year.

I can't figure out
Is it meant to be this way
Easy words so hard to say
I can't live without
Knowing how you feel
Know if this is real

Tell me am I mistaken
Cause I don't have another heart for breakin'
Please don't let me go
I just wanna stay
Can't you feel my heartbeats
Giving me away

I just want to know
If you too feel afraid
I can feel your heartbeats
Giving you away
Giving us away

I can't understand
How it's making sense
That we put up such defense
When all you need to know
No matter what you do
I'm just as scared as you

Tell me am I mistaken
Cause I don't have another heart for breakin'
Please don't let me go
I just wanna stay
Can't you feel my heartbeats
Giving me away

I just want to know
If you too feel afraid
I can feel your heartbeats
Giving you away
Giving us away

Please don't let me go
I just wanna stay
Can't you feel my heartbeats
Giving me away

I just want to know
If you too feel afraid
I can feel your heartbeats
Giving you away
Giving us away

Please don't let me go!

[picture will upload tomorrow,stay tuned :)]